The secret between us (Levi X Reader)

Chapter 11

Sorry guys I have been really busy and will try to update every couple days. School just got crazy with exams and stuff so I'm back.

I woke up to the sun burning on my face through the window. I tried to get up but immediately fell back on my bed. I felt so sick and on the verge of death since I wasn't healing right. I turned my eyes to my door opening to see Eren walk in.

"Hey y/n.. How are you doing?" He walked closer to me and sat on a chair at the side of my bed. I smiled at him

"I mean I could be better, I'm just happy to be alive to be honest." I let out a long sigh. Eren let out a chuckle.
"Has anyone apologize to you yet?" My eyes widened at Eren's question.
"No"
"Well why haven't they?!" He sounded pissed
I waved my hands infront of him, "Hey hey, stop I dont want to talk to any of them anyway. It doesn't matter they were wrong and that's it." I tried to put on a smile for him behind all the pain. I didnt want this to get out of hand.

"But what about Levi?" I was shocked by his question. I turned my head to face the window to not show any emotion to Eren.
"Cmon y/n, he is worried about you?" I finally let some tears out at this point.
"Eren if he really cared he would of stopped those dumb embarrassing experiments. Instead he was one of them who made me feel worse." I sat up a little bit with the little strength I have left, "Where is Annie? I want her now."
"Y/n, I don't know how to tell you this." I looked him dead in the eyes
"I want Annie now, not Levi, not anyone else except her!" I shouted in his face. Eren put his hands out in front of him to push me back a little.
"Annie is gone y/n..." I let out a little laugh.
"Stop playing around bring her to me, she's my best friend..." My smiled faded when he left his head down
"I'm sorry y/n, but she was a titan." I left me mouth open in shock and felt cold tears coming down my face.
"Where Is she now..? Cmon eren tell me now!" He looked into my eyes and thought on how he was going to say this.
"Y/n, She put herself in some kind of weird crystal. She is underground now getting watched." I let out more tears and just started sobbing. I was such a fucking baby at this point.
"Bring me to her." Eren turned to me and Made a grunting noise.

"I dont think it is a good idea y/n. You just lost a big relationship and your other 2 friends aren't here with you." I made a pissed expression.

"Eren I want to see her now. Please i need to be a big person for myself."  He looked annoyed than put his hand out to help me get up.

Time skip
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Eren founded a wheel chair for me to move down to wear annie was getting kept. Walking was to hard for me right now and I felt horribly sick. We made a turn into the room where she was being kept in her crystal.

"Here ill sit you infront of her..." He sounded sad in his tone of voice, he probably thought I was going to lose it.
"Leave me here by my self please." He made a little gasp.
"Cmon y/n I cant leave you here-."
"Leave."
"Fine."
I heard him walk out of the room and I just stared at her beautiful sad face. The girl who was jousting fighting for her dad. The little girl I met that day. The girl who felt like a sister to me. Even though I'm older than her, well I think. I dont think I am even 20. I dont know my birthday since Zeke doesn't want me to know for some reason...

I Just started balling at this point. I tried to get up to touch her crystal, but fell on my knees. I layed on the ground to cry. I wanted to talk to her one last time...

I fell asleep which felt like for hours, I felt a hand on my cheek. Wiping my warm tears. I tried to get up and my vision was blurry.

"Hey stop, ill help you up when you stop crying like a baby." The voice was deeper and eren would not talk to me in that way...
"Eren go away. Leave me here with Annie." I cried a few more tears. The pain was unbearable at this point, mentally and physically.

"It's not eren, dumb ass" My eyes opened to see Levi.
I backed up really fast until I was at least 3 feet away from him, "Get away, you dumb short man!" I shouted while trying to cover my face.

"Calm down its just me y-." I waved my arms for him not to get close.
"I know its you levi, you just left me to die out there. I was embarrassed and you treated me like shit. Kicking me in the face and stomach. And the words to come out of my mouth, 'I never loved you.' Crushed me the worst. You know why? BECUASE I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU!!" My eyes started streaming. I covered my mouth. I never admit to my feelings.

"What do you mean, y/n?" I was pissed again
"Levi i have never stopped fucking loving you after what you just did to me." He looked speechless
"But how, I was horrible to you. I treated you like a pile of trash." He was still sitting on the ground looking at me.
I crawled over to him. I pulled my self up to sit in his lap. I was facing him. I grabbed his cheeks and smashed my lips into his. I have never felt this relived in my life. He put his hand on both sides of my hip and kept pulling me in harder. I moaned a little bit by his touch.
I pulled my lips away from him, "we cant do this here."
"Oh shit the dead girl in the crystal." I slapped him on the shoulder.
"Cmon let go somewhere else I want to continue." I gave him a little wink.

Sorry guys i have been so busy with everything. Since summer is around I'm going to update way more. I SWEAR
Word count:1120
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