ADDICT! || MID90s || On Hold

TEN

Bunnys pov

After ray and stevie left fourthgrade went home and ruben left to skate it was just fuckshit and i on the sofa Mtv on the small tv in the middle of us as i stared blankly as the ceiling a beer gripped in my hand that was almost finished id been drinking since noon it was around 6ish now "you wanna get high?" Fuckshit asked pulling out a joint as i just laughed "with weed? What are you a pussy" as he shook his head "whatchu got?" He asked leaning forward i pulled the baggie out of my pocket there was enough for a few bumps maybe even a line

"Just this but i could call up harv get some more" i shrugged he laughed "man i missed you! All that sober shit was boring" i just smiled i knew deep in the back of my head i shouldnt even be drinking never mind drugs but its only being used casually isnt it?

I stuck my pinkie into the bag and snorted a bump before i passed it to fuckshit covering my eyes with the sunglasses once more he looked at me hesitantly before he took a bump "man coke is such white girl shit" he laughed waiting for his high "yeah well its all i have nancy hasnt left me money all week.. after she gave me this" i pointed to my black eye and bruised nose as he laughed "you got any more drinks?" I slurred throwing the now empty beer can at him as he stood to grab more beer from the mini fridge "i got like four left and then we out" i sighed as he passed me another beer after a few minutes i stood "you wanna go back to mine i got like wine and shit in my fridge" as he nodded enthusiasticly

Fuckshit still had no car as we drunkenly skated back to mine i fell once or twice as he laughed at me

We made it back around 8ish since we left at 7
I walked straight for the fridge as he threw himself on the sofa "yo is your mom home?" He yelled as i turned to him with two bottles of fancy white wine in hand "nah ion know man"i giggled passing him the bottle drinking from mine already

We watched cartoons until like three in the morning before he passed out his head lay on my shoulder as i turned the volume on the tv down

"Nora?" I head my mom whisper from the top of the hall as i stood careful not to wake the blonde boy "ma?" I whispered back as she took in the state of me "what have you done?" She asked me with a dissapointed look "what its only alcohol" i sniffled as she shook her head "no you have white powder on your face nora thats coke!" She whisper yelled at me her boy toy must be here "who gives a fuck?" I slurred out as she looked at me with hesitation before she pulled me into a hug

It felt foreign to me as she rapped her arms around my form "i just want you to be okay" she mumbled into my hair sobbing lightly man she was the reason i didnt stay sober why the fuck does she care now ?!

I let her cry before she brushed my hair behind my ears and wiped the remainder of what was around my nose i didnt realise i was that fucked up i had gotten messy with the drugs

"Go to bed sweetheart we need to talk in the morning.." she smiled lightly causeing me to scoff as she closed the bedroom door

I made my way back to the sofa where fuckshit was sleeping i lay my head on his shoudler and passed out minutes later