ADDICT! || MID90s || On Hold

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That night after fuckshit dropped everyone off i walked up to my house thinking nothing before i spotted the silver jeep in the driveway "shit!" I wimpered a little before walking inside seeing my mother and some random at the the kitchen island drunk and all lovey dovey

"Cant you do that somewhere else nancy?" I asked loudly making them stop touching up on eachother straight away and a scowl to appear on my mothers face "your late." She said with venom as i shrugged "not like you care ma" i began to walk to the fridge grabbing the two lare bottles of beer and turned to my mother "best go hide huh? Ion wanna see that shit" she pointed to the man who sat beside her mother "uhh i-" he stuttered out "nah shut the fuck up" i mumbled as i walked upstairs opening a beer and chugging some as i hearf footsteps banging towards my room

She was fucked up and angry as she opened my bedroom door "i pay for fucking rehab for you! I pay for you to eat good! I pay for you to skate around with a bunch of hood rats and you fucking bad mouth me rught infront of my date?!" She yelled im guessing the guy left because she grabbed my hair after she yelled which caused me to yelp and my legs to buckle "you little spoiled bitch!" She yelled pulling my hair so i would face her "mama stop! Your hurting me!" I yelled out before she spat on my face "you fucking deserve it! You no good hoodlum!" She kicked me over before she turned to leave "your grounded!" She yelled as i stood my scalp burning "not like your here to keep me grounded!" I yelled "go on hit me! Im not scared! HIT ME!" i yelled and spread my arms giving her free range not expecting her to fo much

That was before she punched me and continued punching me i could feel the blood gushing from my nose as she layed into me punch after punch before i felt Somethinh wet fall onto my face. She was crying

"Go on i deserve it ma" i cried as she stood and left

I layed on the floor blood pooling from my nose and a shiner starting to darken on my left eye "FUCK!" i yelled slamming my fist onto the floor beside my head before i stood and walked to the phone beside my bed i needed to get my mind off this shit so i called him.

I called hunter from around the block asking if he had any shit before i ended up meeting him by the closest 7/11 cash in hand "yo i heard you got sent to rehab baby." He said to me with some smug look on his face "yeah but im out and lookin for a high hunter" i shrugged before he handed me the baggie with a handful of pills before i gave him the 40 dollars "ill see you" he said before we went our seperate ways

I made my way home and sat on my bedroom floor staring at the xanax i had in my hand the boys would be so dissapointed in me if i did them now...

I ended up staring the the pills that were clutched tightly in my hands for what seemed like hours before i shook my head and shoved them under my pillow with a sigh shutting out the world for the night

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Oooh miss girl she boutta get her ass beat by me