ADDICT! || MID90s || On Hold

EIGHT

They had all gathered in mortorz as well as stevie who sported a bandage under his cap and headed straight for the bus

As the group sat on the bus bunny sat beside ray with her head lay on his shoulder "man my parents are faggots" fuckshit huffed as the group looked at him before ray laughed "i cant wait till i get my own car and shit cant be taken away from me" bunny nodded she had her licence but wrecked her moms old car before she went to rehab "i mean i got my licence" she shrugged as fuckshit turned to her with a loud laugh "yeah and you wrecked yo moms car!" They all laughed thinking back to how the girl srumbled into motorz after she abandoned the crashed car in a ditch she was drunk out of her mind mumbling about the cops

"By accident" bunny shrugged leaning back down on rays shoulder which earned them a look from fuckshit she and fuckshit had history she kissed him one night before rehab when she was wrecked although she can't remember he remembers fondly.

"Put yall hands out" fuckshit shrugged pulling out an orange bottle of pills which made bunny bite her cheek and turn away ray shook his head in dissapointment at fuckshit "what is it?" Stevie asked as he played with the small yellow pill inbetween his fingers making bunny turn to him with concern "is it dangerous?" He asked fuckshit

"If a doctor gave me it how could it possibly be dangerous" he laughed as stevie looked at bunny trusting her a little more "gimmie it" she stuck her hand out as stevie placed the pill in her hand she played with it with a smile as ray watched her every move before she threw it at fuckshits head making him mumble "you used to be fun"

Bunny scoffed as ray kissed her head and they rode the rest of the way to estees party

Bunnys pov.

We waited outside as fuckshit went for beers ruben and fourthgrade playing rock paper scissors with stevie laughing i sat on the ground by the fence "you good?" Ray asked making me look to him with a smile "yeah i just want beer and to be able to chill out after last night" i shrugged shrugged feeling like he was judging me "ion think thats the best thing for you right now bunny" he sighed sitting next to me "i want a drink ill fuckin drink." I mumbled as he shook his head at me "you so stubborn" he shoved my shoulder lightly making me laugh "you love it" i chuckled even more Sticking my tounge out at him as fuckshit passed beers around he threw one to me with a smirk before he looked at ray "none for you" he laughed. I opened the beer taking a large gulo feeling rays eyes on me i didnt need a babysitter i didnt need to be watched i sighed standing as we all headed inside to smoke and see the girls

"Bunny!" Estee squealed as i pulled her in for a hug "how was rehab? Any cute boys?" She fawned making me laugh "nah nah i tried with a guy he kissed like shit though" she laughed with me leading me to the kicthen table as the boys spread out

ray had finally left me alone and i was four beers deep as i started on the vodka "estee" I slurred a little as i looked at the drunk girl "bunny" she replied with a knowing look before she dragged me to the bathroom i caught fuckshits eyes as he watched us go a knowing look on his face as he smirked at me

I sat next to estee on her bathroom floor with the door locked as she pulled out a metal tin and a dollar bill my smirk only grew as she set out two lines to start he taking the first one

I bit my lip one line couldnt hurt right? I wasn't doing xans or molly it was only coke.. i shrugged as she handed me the dollar bill and i snorted the line "i thought rehab was 'sposed to keep you sober" she laughed and i nodded "it is but when your mom dont even notice when your home or not it dont matter" i laughed as we did a few more

I was monumentally fucked up as we all got ready to leave the party i had stolen estees moms sunglasses in an attempt to hide my eyes fuckshit and i were the most fucked up as we waited for stevie who was hooking up with estee i laughed at his story of what went down before we headed for the bus.

I didnt sit by ray on the way home i sat behind fuckshit and lay my head on the window as ray shot me a confused look "you good?" I heard him ask as i laughed "peachy" i replied slurred "too much vodka" i waved him off as he laughed believing me "you gonna be rough as shit tomorrow" they all laughed "not if i just chug water" i shrugged as we rolled up to rays stop "ill see yall tomorrow" he waved as we all departed leaving just fuckshit and i on the bus he moved to sit beside me "i saw you" he said not even trying to be quiet "i know" i laughed "thought you was sober" he asked and i shrugged "i was but i mean a little fairy dust aint hurt no one" i shrugged enjoying my high that i was bound to regret in the morning

We got off of the bus and headed home before fuckshit stopped me outside his place "dont get bad again" he mumbled as he pulled me in for a hug making me nod "i promise" we pulled apart and he headed for his door "bye ma" he waved as i walked off

Nobodys pov.

Fuckshit watched the girl stumble off towards her house with a smirk he had his party buddy back.

No judgement in his body for the girl who relapsed infront of him for he too is an addict