My dear servant/Zarry

chapter 04

Zayn's pov:

Last night was truly a haunting night for me, he whipped me so not only for that it was horrible, he did a lot more. I never thought that Harry, whom I love, would love to see me in pain. Okay, I deserve it.

Recap of last night

After whipping me, he pulled me by grabbing my arm to the broken dining table.

My back was aching terribly. It was stinging a lot. But I was trying my best not to cry.

"You should clean this stuff. Okay?" He said, by gritting his teeth.

"Okeeh" I shutter.

Slap

He slapped me hardly in my cheek, I gasped, looked down and crying. I didn't know why he slapped me now. But I was not looking up at him because I know I will get a slap again if I do.

"Use your words"he said Sternly, then I got realize I didn't mention 'sir'.

"Okeeh.sir. I am sorry" I mumbled by looking down, weeping silently.

"Now stop your melodramatic weeping and go back to your work."he said coldly.

I nodded and wiped my tears. I am just thinking how can Harry break an expensive texas dining table in his wrath. There is no doubt that he is the most richest person in his city but still.....

Anyway I sighed, I saw there were too much broken glass were scattered there. I took the broom and proceeded to sweep up the glass from the floor.

"You will give them broom without wearing  shoes"Harry said sternly.

What? What he is talking about? How can I do broom instead of my shoes?I was in my urge of crying and I  couldn't stop my tears. It was rolling continuously. I know I have to tolerate all of this pain in order to live here. I have to do this only for my daughter

"Remove your shoes right now"Harry growled ,made me shiver.

"Okeh, sir"I mumbled and tears fall in the floor when I blinked. I slowly removed my shoes and headed to the broken table in my bare foot.

Harry was glancing at me in cold eyes. There I couldn't find any emotion.

"Ahhhh" I screamed and winced , quietly when I mistakenly took a step in a piece of glass. I immediately sat there and pulled out that glass from my foot, it was mixed with my blood.

"Why did you seat? You lazy ass" harry shouted made me flinch.

"Sorry" I mumbled and stood up, began to broom that place in my bare foot. My leg was burning, aching as glasses were stinging in my feet. Each time I was wincing slowly and tried to control my pain by biting my lower lip. Where I can see Harry was enjoying which was making me more crying.

I took almost 2 hours to clean that place. Obviously it was hard and difficult task to clean the whole room where a big dining table was broken. My whole body was aching, I couldn't have strength to stand, I was having like I will pass out. I was too much tired. My first day was too much painful and hard working, I don't know how to work here after

"ZAYN"Harry shouted made me flinched. I turned towards him and kneeled in front of him.

"Yes,sir" I mumbled, looking down.

"Oi. Take that thing from my room and go to live in basement. That is your place. And from tomorrow you have to wear maid uniform. That's what you deserve." He said

End of the flashback.

I was in the basement of his house, wincing in pain, but I was feeling better than last night because I had taken pain killer. I was in maid uniform which was given by Harry, a black dress with white trim,a mini skirt, a white apron, and a hairband.  Yes, I was feeling embarrass in skirt so I wore my jeans under the skirt. I had already put some ointment in my wounded foot and right now it is aching a lot.

Sometimes I think he could give me a place in his home instead of this basement.  Whatever I deserve it.He only gave me an old crib for my daughter. and I was laying in the floor. I don't know why I am crying continuously. Is it for pain? I don't think so. Will Harry ever accept my daughter? Why I am thinking that? Zayn, he doesn't love you anymore, you are his servant. Got it?. I was speaking with myself and broke down in cry.

Aleena was in her crib, playing. She was playing in her crib like a four months baby can play. Yes she is only four months old.

I winced in my pain,but this time I couldn't hold back my moaning and moaning sounds came out from my mouth. She immediately recognize my voice and flipped, laid on her stomach to see me as I was there beside her and she giggled when she saw me as a result her dummy fall out from her mouth and now she is sucking her own fingers. She always smile and her eyes always lightened up when she saw me.

My all pain gone by hearing her giggling sound. She was so adorable. She is the only reason for my live. I don't know where I would be if I don't have her. Her eyes were exactly like me. I really adore her.

"What happened baby? Why are you smiling by seeing your baba.Hmm?" I said playfully. This innocent baby had no idea what her baba is going through. I was having pain in my foot and my whole body but I was not bothering that now and trying to give  smile in front of aleena,yes it was genuine smile.  I was feeling so bad for my daughter that , she also had to go through with so much difficult times. But I think it will be end soon.

I somehow stood up, not bothering the pain in my foot. I picked Aleena from the crib and took her in my lap, swinging her.

"Aww you know you are the sweetest girl in the world and your baba loves you more than anything else in the world. " I said and smiled, as I pecked her nose and she started to giggled loudly.

I was singing to her and swinging her up and down for 10 minutes. My singing is a lullaby for her. She always fall asleep when I sing and at last she slept. But now for the first time, I am feeling regret of her sleep because I was alone in this whole mansion. I was feeling scared, insecure and uncomfortable as I was alone there. I don't like when I am alone. By this time aleena was there with me for giving accompany me but now she fall in sleep too

Harry left for office in early morning. He couldn't have much time for breakfast so I packed him breakfast in a box. He didn't even looked at me before going, that's hurt me most. I don't know whether he will eat or not. But I was worried for him as he didn't take his dinner last night. I also didn't do, but I have habit of starving. Does he? Nope I don't think so.

Whatever, he instructed me to clean his room and to make dinner. I don't feel safe to keep aleena in this basement alone. So I walked out of the basement by carrying aleena,took her favorite NogginStik Rattle and placed her in the large couch.

Then I went to the kitchen and I was thinking what should I cook now. Harry didn't tell me anything specifically. So I think it will be better to cook meatloaf and macaroni, I hope he will like it.

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