My dear servant/Zarry

chapter 48

Author's pov:

Harry couldn't sleep, he was only staring at a beautiful angel who was sleeping peacefully on his chest. It seems like this angel hadn't slept for ages, after a long time he got a little bit of peace in sleeping.

Zayn was looking too pretty on sleeping, his long eyelashes were touching his cheek, and his pouty lips and rosy cheeks with messy hair made him more adorable.

Zayn is still harry's baby, Harry thought and smile. He is still the same he was but one thing Harry noticed has surely changed is that his baby has got so mature and responsible. Zayn couldn't be able to do anything without Harry, who used to cling to Harry for everything and now he has taken so much responsibility all alone. He had to endure the pain of taking care of his daughter. And harry had also given him so much pain but still, Zayn had maintained proper care of his home with the whole mansion.

Harry could see there was full of tiredness on zayn's face, he had endured a lot which can't be able to endure by anyone. He can't believe Zayn had loved him so much, on the contrary, he had only given him pain by thinking that he hadn't loved him.

How he will be able to forgive himself for tormenting him like this? Zayn had endured mental pain with physical torture during these six years. And when he came back to Harry in search of happiness, he got tortured. But Zayn didn't complain a bit. How can he be like this? He didn't even complain about a single bit.

Harry didn't know when tears fall from his green eyes. He wiped it quickly. He can't be with zayn, he feels ashamed to be with zayn, zayn deserves better.

He doesn't want to be with him right now, it doesn't like he doesn't want to, but he feels wrong to be with zayn after what he has done to him. He slowly detached himself, trying his best not to wake zayn up. He made zayn's head lay on the pillow. Zayn whimpered in his sleep at the loss of contact and when Harry was about to stand, he holds harry's hand in his sleep like he is not letting him go anywhere.

Harry smiled but he can't be with him, he slowly freed his hand in from the sleeping beauty who is sleeping so peacefully. Harry smiled and gave a kiss on Zayn's hand before he stroked zayn's hair and left the room.

He sighed after getting out of the room. He wants to cry. He doesn't feel right by leaving zayn like this but again he feels wrong to be with him. He took a deep breath and walked to the couch. He laid on there but before he could close his eyes, his phone beeped.

He took the phone and found Ava's name on the screen.

"Hello," Harry said

"Mr Styles. Hadid has found out zayn is missing. They have gotten too hyper, and they are trying to find him." Ava said in a frightening tune.

"Relax, they won't be able to do anything. This time I won't let them take zayn."  Harry said in anger and stern tune.

"But how? Police are also on their side. How can this be possible?"

"You don't worry.  I will take care of everything. They won't be able to harm zayn again. I assure you that. " Harry said with a sigh.

"Please take care of zayn and yourself too," Ava said, ...

"Yeah, you too." That's what Harry said and they cut the call.

Harry sighed, he had told Ava that he will take care of everything, but it became difficult as the police are not on his side. How he will be able to stop them. He has to do something. His eyes caught on the clock and it was 4.00 am, he needs to sleep or else he won't be able to work in the morning due to his headache. He has to do so many things tomorrow. He lay on the couch and closed his eyes.