loving you with borderline personality disorder

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april 1, 2021

things i'm sorry for because i have borderline personality disorder:

i'm sorry that i make it so hard to get close to me, and that i put people through a million different tests just to see how far i can go before they abandon me—and when they don't, i'm sorry that i'm constantly questioning their loyalty and if they love me.

i'm sorry that i'm so destructive towards myself and other relationships, and that i do really impulsive, dangerous shit that scares people.

i'm sorry that i come across cold sometimes because i have black and white thinking, and i don't understand emotions.

i'm sorry that daily situations are really difficult and i usually don't know how to handle them.

the biggest thing i'm sorry for, is i'm sorry that i exist, because if i didn't, i wouldn't put people through the things that i do.