What if I left and it made no sense?

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I decided to try meditating.

I remembered that if we concentrate pretty hard we can like go back to repressed memories, but I didn't have to concentrate that hard, someone had already un-repressed my memories.

All I had to do was try to remember them, try to go back to them.

The only problem was my lack of patience but, whatever, when I put something in my mind I do it.

I seated cross-legged on the floor of my room, and closed my eyes.

I tried going back to that memory I described at the dining table. There were people there, a lot of people, but I wasn't talking to a lot of people.

I was talking to a boy, a boy with yellow glowing eyes and a girl a bit older than me. The girl left with someone and I stayed talking to the boy.

And suddenly it all rushes back into my brain, everything at once. Then it was like I was pulled into the memory.

I was there, talking to the boy. I knew him, I called him by his name... Derek.

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November, 2003 - Hale house

Maureen had just left me with the boy, she told me to stay there. That she would come back to take me later, then she went into a room and closed the door.

Me and Derek stayed talking

We were talking about how I listened to a lot of private conversations and I was telling him about a specific one.

"They were talking about the car crash today, then they started talking about how bad it was for us. I think they don't wanna bring me here anymore"

"Why do you think that?"

"They said that they would come for us next if we don't be careful"

"They know who did it?"

"No. They just know that it wasn't an accident, but they tell me it was"

"You really should listen to less private conversations"

"But where's the fun that?"

He laughed and shook his head side to side

"You're lucky I that I like kids"

"No, you don't!"

"What?"

"You do not like kids. You only talk to me because I'm not a normal kid"

"You're not a normal kid?"

"Nope. I'm a crazy one ANDDD, I listen to private conversations, ANDDD I report them back to you"

"That's true"

"But... You are a kid too. You just don't like saying it"

"No I'm not. I have fifteen now. There's teen in the end of it, which means that I'm a TEENager"

"Shit, you're right"

"Don't say that"

"Shit, I forgot"

"You just said it again. If you say it in front of them they'll know that I said it in front of you."

"Fine I'll stop swearing. "kIdS CAn't SwEaR, bLa, BlA, Bla." that's not cool"

"So how are you in school?"

"I'm great, my best friend is really cool."

"The one with ginger hair?"

"Yep. That one, and I made friends with this cool boy too. We study together now, but I think he has a crush on my bestie, poor little boy. I'm friends with his best friend too, but the dude has a weird jaw line."

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