This Charming Life [Chibs Telford]

Chapter 12: Home Coming

RJS POV

The guys would get here today! I was so excited to see them I haden't really realized how long it has been, its been about 2 whole weeks. I was going to ride with the guys to get them from the docks. Father ashby had Karrie and Fi under like lockdown at the chapel, We had tired to get a meet set up so Chibs could see them, I had told Karrie a day before and she seemed glad her da would be here, I knew Jimmy was really her da but I wanted them to be together so bad she needs that...

Growing up with a father in the club is hard and I have told her that... she kinda understands told her she is kinda like me I never really get to see my real dad but their is someone else I kinda fall back on and gave me morals. For me that is Clay and Piney, Piney has been really absent since Donna's death...

"Aye come on Duana we're riding out, other boys will meet us alone the way back up." I got on my bike putting on my helmet smiling uncontrollably wanting to see my boys. The ride was a good half hour at lest, hour round trip. Riding through the country side was one of my favorite things except when you get close to the docks the street guards always have blocks checking passports and ID.

I started thinking wondering.... am I going to leave with SAMCRO or am I staying in Belfast? Belfast has become my home these last few days, sure I don't really trust a few of them and I trust everyone in SAMCRO with my life... I can't say the same for SAMBEL but Saemus has become quite the father to me... I have so many roots in Charming and this fresh start has somewhat soiled me.

Well I guess I will decide with what happens here, with Abel... I feel though as if I stay here I will end up killing Jimmy and Seamus's prophecy  will come true and I will end up in a casket being shipped back home so my family can beery me.

I don't know why but today my mind was wondering to all the 'what if' parts of me. What is gonna happen with Chibs... his family is here, I can't expect him to give me any attention. Fi and Karrie are good friends of mine but still I can't imagine that I will be okay seeing Fi be with him... Seamus was right he is breaking my heart and he has no clue...I wanted to be with him so terribly and I can only hope that he shares the same.

I am missing da I haven't been able to get through when I call and of course I can visit. I wrote him last week but by the time I might be back is when he will get it so communication is very slow. Told him about my surprise fortune from one Georgie Curuso, yet it hasen't filled the hole that mom left. Is that why I am attracted to Chibs? to just fill the hole? fill that emptiness and loneliness? God now I remember why I haven't dated since collage... but this feels different than that.

We got close to the docks and I pushed away the pailful thoughts and just thought how great it is gonna be to wrap my arms around my boys. They all looked tired standing around talking and there was Gemma! She is suppose to be in the hospital headed to County?! But i don't care I'm just happy she is here.

I parked my bike trowing off my helmet and ran to Jax, I threw my arms around me and he picked me up spinning me and kissed my cheek.

"oh I have missed ya brother!" he laughed and sat me down

"God we better not be here long we gotta get you home starting to pick up a full accent" jax commented making us laugh

"Ope!" I hugged me and he kissed the top of my head

"comer er girl" Chibs said and I went and hugged him but not lovey like It look all I had not to kiss him and tell him how much I missed him, we shared a look at said later... I went and hugged Clay then Gem

"mama Gemma now what happened to you being locked up? double homicide? sound familiar?" she kinda laughed

" not quite sure what you are talking about? she was sarcastically. The rest of the guys reunited and I just stood back by Jax and Chibs