Y/N's POV
"W-What?" I said, hardly getting the word out of my mouth as I felt my heart going wild at his words. "I said 'what if I want you to stay with me tonight?'," he said, his lip curling up in a small smirk. "Yah Oh Sehun," I said, "Haven't you ever heard that you should always drive slowly on turns? I believe that it should be the same way in life- we should decide things slowly when it comes to the turning point in our lives!" "So you believe that I am a turning point in your life?" he said, leaning towards me. I moved back, bumping my head on the window and cursed under my breath. "Don't worry," he said, "You can drive as fast as you want on this beautiful turn in your long life." Why do his words sound so... Ahhh!
"Yah! Stop being like this!" I said, my voice sounding really shrill even to me and I internally slapped myself. "Like what?" Sehun asked, chuckling, "I only said I want you to stay with me! Oh~ Were you thinking something more?" He smirked as he looked at me up and down. "You sure got more perverted than before!" he said, "My Y/N used to be so innocent you know!" "Did I say I was thinking like that?!" I said, but my face was betraying me and so was my voice, "Woah, Oh Sehun, you have a really funny mind!" "Of course," he said, "So, what were you thinking? If you say, I can-" "Shut up!" I said, at once, "Or I am getting out of the car." "Go ahead and try," he said, smirking. I narrowed my eyes and reached for the door of the car.
But of course, it was locked. "Unlock the door," I demanded. "I forgot how to do it," said Sehun, with a pout, "I am a really, really innocent guy who doesn't know anything." "Gimme the key then," I said, gritting my teeth. "Nope," he said. "You are testing my patience," I said. "Should I 'taste' something else then?" Sehun said. I gasped and hit his arm, not quite so lightly either. "Oh! Jinjja! You are crazy!" he said, "Why did you hit me?" "You! You! You!" I shrieked at him, hitting his arm with every 'you'. "Hajima!" he said, trying to fend me off. "You are thinking a lot of homonyms aren't you? Lemme teach you a lesson!" I said, "And gimme that key!" I reached out for the key in his hand, but he held his hand up and I nearly landed on his chest.
"Try to get it!" he said, laughing now. I frowned and then an idea popped up in my mind. I sat back in my seat, deciding on how to go about it. "Huh? Gave up already, puppy?" he asked. "Oppa," I said, looking at him with innocent eyes and a sweet smile, "Won't you give your Y/N-ie the keys?" Why the f*ck did I say 'your'? He blinked a few times and I was satisfied to see his cheeks getting slightly red. "Ahh y-you can't make me do it like this," he said, looking away, "That's cheating." "But you don't get to decide the rules, do you?" I said, cheekily. "You!" he said and I knew that the tables have turned. "Won't you-" I began but someone knocked on the window. "Huh?" I said, as Sehun lowered his window slightly.
"Mister, you can't just stop your car in the middle of the road like this," said the man. He looked like a policeman to me. "You might meet bad people! Just go home already!" he scolded. "Ahh y-yeah," said Sehun, "We'll do that!" 'Young people these days!" the man exclaimed, shaking his head as he left. Sehun started up the car and began driving it. "I am taking you to my house," he said, "I don't want you to be alone in your house." He glanced at me and said, "Don't think too much about it." Don't think too much, huh? HOW CAN I NOT?! I AM FREAKING GOING TO SPEND THE NIGHT UNDER THE SAME ROOF AS THE PERSON WHO MAKES ME GO CRAZY ALMOST EVERY SINGLE DAY! "What are you thinking of though?" he said, grinning slightly, "Your face is so red right now!"
"It isn't!" I said, turning my face away to the window. I can't help overthinking this because this is similar to what I had dreamed about a few days ago- him and I ending up alone... I bit my inner cheek, thinking about my dream and did not realize when we had reached his house. "And yeah, don't break into other guys' rooms like you did in mine," he told me. "You kicked me out of yours huh," I said, making a face, "And that's probably what other guys would do too!" "I did that because I thought you were a creepy girl," he said. "What would you have done if it was me then?" I asked. "You want to find out?" he asked, looking at me in the eyes. For a moment I was lost in his eyes, until I heard a twig crack outside. My head snapped in the direction of the window. "What happened?" he asked.
"I think I heard a... Nothing," I said. I am probably thinking too much about a small thing. "Hmm... Let's go in then," said Sehun, "Wait." I blinked a few times, sitting in my place while he got out and walked to the other side of the car. "C'mon," he said, opening the door and holding out his hand. I stared at it for a moment. It reminded me, once again, of how much I loved holding onto it when we had been dating. I looked up at him and then back at his hand. I want to hold it again and never let go. But is it possible now? Nothing much has changed since he left and can I handle it if he left again? I don't think I can... Before I can think further, he took my hand in his and pulled me up. I looked at my hand in his. It feels so familiar, warm, comfortable and perfect... "Everything is not the same anymore, Y/N," he whispered softly, rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb gently, "I won't leave you again."
I look at him and whispered, "What if the same thing happens again? What if you h-have to g-go all over again? You would just leave and probably forget me again! But what about me huh? Do I have to suffer again?" I left his mother's name out of it although I really, really wanted to ask about what she would say if she found out about me again. "I'm not a kid anymore, Y/N," he told me calmly. I looked at him up and down. "Sure," I said, rolling my eyes, "I can see that." "Don't try to be sarcastic," he said, "I am telling you this because it's true. I am a completely grown-up man and I can take care of my woman. I am independent now and I am not scared of anything anymore. I know you are thinking about my mom..." "Do you?" I asked, "Then maybe you also remember how she had reacted?" "I told her about it earlier," he said, "She threatened to kick me out of the Oh family and I told her that she can do what she pleased." I blinked a few times. "Do you believe me?" he asked, as I just stared at him.
Sehun's POV
Why is it like this? Why won't she say 'yes'? Why is she just staring at me like this without an emotion? "I... I don't know," she said, "You know what you did when you were drunk earlier... I have never... seen you like that..." She looked down and I held her hand tighter. "I'm sorry," I said, "But do you at least..." I couldn't complete my sentence, fearing her answer. "You will trust me again!" I said, taking a deep breath, "I promise you. I will win your trust back. Just stay by my side." "Sehun..." she mumbled. "C'mon in now! You might catch a cold in those clothes! They have almost dried now!" I said, lightly. You will trust me again, Y/N. You definitely will! And I will make sure that you don't regret it.
~To be continued~
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