deal [stray kids hyunjin]

"never say goodbye"

"you freaks! don't you dare forget about me." i said, resisting the urge to cry. i knew that this day would come but i can't help and feel sad. after all, now that they've achieved their dreams, their lives won't be the same.

especially hyunjin and i's relationship. sure, we could still consider ourselves together, but it would be difficult for us to see each other out in public or just to see each other in general. i completely trust him, but i'll miss him a lot. it would be a while before they all come back since they have to train first then debut. once they do, they're obviously going to be very busy and contacting each other could barely happen.

at least they have each other. technically, they'll still be the popular boys at school and i've just become a fangirl for them. perhaps a fortunate one.

"we will never." jeongin said, "we are freaks for real if we do. how could we forget an amazing person?"

i rolled my eyes at his statement but still hugged him, "i'll miss you."

more hugs started coming my way. even minho hugged me and he did for a long time, since this will be the last time that we will see each other in a while. "we'll make your house bigger once we become successful so that we all spend our holidays sleeping over with jungkook."

"that's right!" jisung exclaimed, "your house will be our private boarding house."

"hey, guys." hyunjin suddenly said, "can i please talk to y/n alone?"

"of course!" chan said, patting hyunjin's head twice before getting up and kicking everyone out of the room except hyunjin and i.

once they're all out, i looked at him with a smirk. "you'd rather be my boyfriend then an idol, huh?"

hyunjin embraced me and rested his face against my neck. "baby, i'm sorry."

i hugged him back as tight as i could, "i'm only joking!"

"i'm sorry we're leaving you. i'm sorry."

"hey." i sternly said and broke his hug in order to look at him, "this is your dream. you shouldn't be sorry for wanting to fulfill it."

"but how about you?"

"you don't have to worry about me or about us." i said, smiling and caressing his cheek. "as long as i know you're okay and you love me as much as i love you, i'll definitely be okay."

"i'll never stop loving you." he said, kissing my forehead. "promise me that you'll keep our promise?"

i kissed him, "even if the world changes, we won't."

he kissed me again and i giggled when he did, "i love you so much and i will continue doing so until our dating ban expires."

"dating ban or no dating ban, i'll still consider you as my boyfriend anyway." i kissed his cheek, "have you forgotten that i'm hyunjin biased?"

he laughed and peppered my face with kisses, then he suddenly sighed and looked at me longingly. "i promise i'll come running back in your arms again and again. i love you too much."

"i'll be here to accept you with open arms when the time comes. i love you, jinnie."

"i love you." he kissed me again, this time lasting longer, and he rested his forehead against mine once we broke apart. "wait for me?"

"deal."