Why Me?

.Chapter Three

I'm absolutely in love with Ed Sheeran music!
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"Kiss me" he stare at me with those instance eyes. Smirking he said "I loved to kiss you" I open my arms for to come to me but than he started laughing. "You nerd really think I'll kiss you." He made a puking sound before Trowing water at my face.. everyone laugh hahahaha hahahah hahahah hahah hahah.

I woke up screaming "stop".

Why did I have to dream of those dark blue eyes. Van it possibly be that... no I'm not I can't, I don't want to go to threw all of that again.

I got to school just fine no drama on the way. I found my self in Math class seatting in the back by the window. Math class is my lease favorite subject, I hate it! One the teacher hardly explains anything, two she always calls on me out of nowhere, three I hate math!

For some people math is easy but for me is not its a struggle, sometimes I wonder if it's just me. If it was Writing or Reading or anything but math I would be the happiest person in the world. But no I am in math class about to head to the white board and explain a problem that the teacher call me to go and explain. I was frozen in my seat and the teacher hands in her hips and with a look the said 'is now or never'.

Slowly I got up from my seat and started walking to the board as slowly as I could.

"In a right triangle ABC, tan(A) = 3/4. Find sin(A) and cos(A)" how do I find the A again. Oh god I forgot. Okay, okay, okay, I got this. I picked up the marker.
"The triangle is right and the size one of its angles is 45 degrees; the third angle has a size 45 degrees therefore the triangle is right and isosceles. Let x be the length of one of the sides and H be the length of the hypotenuse.
So the Area = (1/2)x2 = 50 , and solve for x: x = 10
So now use Pythagora to find H: x2 + x2 = H2
Do Solve for H: H = 10 sqrt(2" I put the marker down, and that's why I love Google it gives you the answers to every problem. What? You thought I solve that by myself, nobody is perfect and not everybody will get A on a subject some are good at math others are bad just like some are bad at science, English, writting, and all other subjects everyone is bad at something.

I turned around and went straight to my seat. Another think I hate is been the center of the attention and this teacher enjoys making me the attention of the class.

After Ms. Eagles class I had lunch. Lunch is my favorite subject. Haha get it get it. I grabbed a salad and made my way to the courtyard which is my favorite place in this school. There's tree and pinck flowers around it and the seats are made of wood. I went to seat by a table the was near a tree.

Once I was done with my lunch I threw it away in the Trash and took out my favorite romance novel Sixteenth Summer.

Reading the novel and sucking on my favorite loly, strawberry flavor loly-pop. The girl on this books kind of relates to me minus the ice cream making and family etc, but she wants to know what love feels like. She wants to fall in love. I want to fall in love but I don't. I don't because I don't want anyone to ask me all the questions in the he world that I've been avoiding. We get 45 minutes of lunch and I spent 20 eating and 15 reading. I put my book away when I saw Jay and Meredith coming my way.

Jay is beutiful she has blond hair with hazel eyes and she has a great body a nice nose with cheek bones. Meredith is skinny beutiful has curves everywhere the boys want them to be she has dirty blond hair and green eyes heart shape full lips and a nice nose. Compare to me those two are sexy beutiful.

I am the ugly fat friend with plain old brown eyes and ash brown hair with an ugly tiny nose and big heart alike shape full lips.

"There you are," Meredith sing song along with Jay.

"Where have you've been, with been looking for you!." Jay said with a bored town. Great she is mad.

I sign "Look I'm sorry I know we agree that I was going to eat inside with you guys. But I onestly don't like hanging out around so many people. Don't be mad," they both sign at the same time.

"We know but you have to stop pushing everyone away." Meredith said with a serious look on her face. I don't push people away people push me away.

"I'm not pushing anyone away," I said with an irritated tone. "For Three years you guys have helped me gain friends but I'm good with just you two, Lucas and Nate." I reassure them in all onestly I am fine with just them four they've been my friends for a while and they've been here for me in good and bads, and those are the friends you always have to keep close the ones that will always be their for you.

And will have your back when needed. They will Always be my Friends No matter what.
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