Self-Exploration

6 1 1
                                    

The lack of interest on this platform is making me want to stop posting here...
BUT I know some people are still reading SO, leave a comment to let me know if you're enjoying the story.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"You guys have been teasing me all night. It's a little difficult to just wind down after the excitement we've had this evening. My nerves feel like they're on high alert."

Sitting up, I glanced at both boys, seeing that they were both as wide awake as I was. Bakugo sat up with me and glanced between Shinsou and me, clearly thinking about something carefully.

"Do you need to take a shower? We wouldn't mind if you release some tension, we get it." I gave him a very confused look.

"I mean, showers are relaxing and all, but how would that relieve my... sexual tension from today?"

Bakugo's jaw dropped and he turned to Shinsou, both of them sharing an incredulous look.

"What? Why are you guys looking like that?" I started to feel embarrassed and didn't even know why.

Shinsou joined us sitting up, lacing his fingers through mine. "Ren, you have nothing to be ashamed of and you know we care about you."

Bakugo nodded, grabbing my other hand and completing his thought. "Ren, have you ever masturbated before?"

I immediately turned bright red, not even realizing this was where the conversation was headed.

"U-um, no. I haven't..." Biting my lip, I looked between them to see strange expressions on their faces.

"Holy shit. You've never touched yourself? Like ever?" Shinsou whispered, eyes wide and wild.

"No. Is that a bad thing?" I was starting to feel self-conscious until Bakugo bumped my shoulder to gain my full attention.

"Fuck, no it's not bad. It's just... unexpected and kind of hot, to be honest." Nodding, I looked between them, not sure where this was going.

"I mean, we could help you out if you want," Shinsou muttered without making eye contact.

If I thought I was embarrassed before, it had nothing on the heat coursing through my body now. Bakugo reached over and grabbed one of the water bottles on the nightstand, quickly uncapping it.

"Right, so a demonstration. That's what you meant. Right, Shinsou?"

He nodded his head in affirmation and they situated themselves in front of me, trying to look calm and collected. Both were blushing like crazy but had determined looks in their eyes.

"Fuck. I didn't think I would be giving anyone tips on how to fucking masturbate. How the hell do we do this without being fucking perverted?"

The two shared a look before squaring their shoulders, seeming to take this very seriously.

Shinsou placed his hands on my shoulders and started calmly talking about the female body.

"Alright, so, how well do you know your own body?"

I gave him a half-hearted shrug. "I mean, I missed a year of school so I may or may not have missed some things. I was held back a year."

"Hold on a fucking minute! Are you saying that you're older than us?" I nodded and the blond smirked, muttering something about older chicks being hot.

"Hey, focus, idiot! Okay. Where was I? So, you have a lot going on... down there..." Shinsou's voice faded off and his blush traveled down his neck.

Entanglement Series: Of FirstsWhere stories live. Discover now