Chapter 8- Triggers

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TW: mentions of sensory overload, harassment, abuse and rape

You were enjoying your time at UA. You made a lot of friends which was the first time in a while. You had been having extra training with Aizawa, he wasn't scared of you in your full form, so he helped you get strength and build confidence in yourself.

It was a half hour until dismissal, and the class was trying to decide on what to do for the festival this year. As everyone was huddled up discussing what to do, you felt a hand grabbing your butt and panic started filling your body. On instinct you kicked the hardest you ever could and sent the attacker flying to the wall. You looked and saw Mineta splattered on the wall.

You start panicking as people surround you asking if your okay. Everyone witnessed what just happened, even Aizawa. Both Kirishima and Shinso tried reaching out to you to calm you down, but you utterly snapped. "LEAVE ME ALONE OR I WONT HOLD BACK," you yelled as tears started filling your eyes. The memories were flooding back and you couldn't stop the tears from falling. You ran your way past the people, not caring who you pushed or hurt. Your lightning was setting ablaze and you ran down the halls and away from the school.

Your feet took to the nearby park. You couldn't calm yourself down and were leaning against a tree before collapsing to the ground sobbing your eyes out. The years of abuse, all he did, all they did. You felt disgusting, you felt unwanted, uncared for. That no one would ever love you if they knew what you went through. Dark thoughts clouded your mind as you choked on your own tears. You were there for what seems eternity, until you felt a hand reach your shoulder. By instinct you set your lightning ablaze until you realize who it was. It was your uncle, you fell in his embrace and started sobbing even harder than before.

Toshinori smooths down your hair and rubs your back gingerly. "Let it all out it's ok, I'm right here." After a few minutes you calmed down. No one was able to calm you down at all, but there he was, the ex Symbol of Peace, your uncle, he was able to do it for some reason.

He let off of the hug and looked at you worryingly, he wiped away the remaining tears on your cheeks. "What happened y/n?" he said softly, making sure to not trigger you again. "it's ok you don't have to hurry to tell me, take your time."

You shook your head and wiped your nose with your blazer's sleeves. Today you regretted wearing a skirt, if you were wearing pants he wouldn't have done that. An object, that's all you are. "W-Well, um", you hesitated telling him, "Mineta groped me, and it triggered me, I didn't have control of myself." Your eyes started filling with tears again

He pulled you into another embrace. "It's ok, I get it, Don't worry, cry if you need to honey." He says softly. You softly cry into his chest, your hands filled with a handful of his shirt.

He was the only person alive  other than your brother  who knew what had happened to you in America. Him and your brother both feeling an immense amount of guilt for not being able to protect you.

"How about you stay at my place tonight? I'll let Principal Nezu know, and I'll let him know you might not come to school tomorrow." He said while wiping the hair from your face.

You hesitantly nodded. "Wait are you going to tell him what happened to me?" Panic arose in you once again but Toshinori shut it down

"No don't worry about it, I'll tell him you're feeling ill."he reassured you.

You both went back to campus but Toshinori left you in his car since you said you didn't wanna see anyone. He soon came back and you guys got to his place after a few minutes. He lent you some clothes and let you go shower as he fixed up dinner.

You ended up sitting under the scorching hot shower silently sobbing. It was like therapy but free. Therapy never helped for you, you still couldn't shake the thoughts and memories.

You got out of the shower, your skin was burning red from the water. You were glad Recovery Girl had healed your burnt arm or else the shower would've been unbearable.

The clothes he gave you were an old All Might shirt, it showered Toshinori in his younger years and thought he looked kind of funny. You put on the baggy shorts on along with the shirt and made your way downstairs.

Toshinori was finishing up dinner once you showed up in the kitchen. He sets the plate down in front of you, "How are you feeling?" He said while taking the seat across from you.

"A lot better," you said as you stared down at your hands that were balled up into a fist on your lap. "Thank you, for your know, helping me at the park." you let go off the tension in your fists

"Of course, I told you you could always come to me. You're like my kid. Even though you're almost officially an adult in a few months, you'll always be the 6 year old that kicked my shins when throwing a tantrum" he chuckled at the memory.

"Who said I won't still do that," you laughed. "I'm an old man and you're a lot stronger now, you'd shatter my shins," he laughed at the thought but mentally cringed at the thought of the feeling.

You guys finished up dinner and you went to the guest room. Staring at the wall, you couldn't figure out what you were gonna say as an excuse tomorrow. Maybe you should skip? No, that'll make it worse. You're just gonna have to put on a brave face and fake smile.

You soon crashed, crying so much has worn you out tremendously.

No one will ever love you


A/N: hey guys, ik this chapter took a dark turn. it's lowkey gonna be the same vibe in the next chapter. but i promise it'll be better after :) sike nah jk, or am

here's a meme to brighten up the mood

here's a meme to brighten up the mood

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