Chapter 9- Opening up

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TW: mentions of sensory overload, harassment, abuse and rape

You woke up to soft knocking on your door. The blonde man opened up your room, giving you his famous smile. "Hey y/n, I'm starting breakfast now that I'm done getting ready, meet me in the kitchen in 15 minutes." He said while standing at the door frame.

Your eyes were puffy from yesterday, but you simply nodded at him while sitting up on the bed. Once you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror you were glad that you had some makeup in your school bag.

After freshening up you headed on downstairs, Toshinori was surprised to see you in your school uniform. "Are you sure you want to go to school today?" He said a bit worryingly as he slid the eggs onto the plates.

You simply nodded and gave him a big smile, which was obviously fake considered the state your mind was in currently.

Soon you both headed out to UA, your stomach was in knots and you felt sick just thinking about the conformation you had to face in a few minutes.

You stalled coming into class by hiding in the bathroom stall before the bell rang. You felt like you were about to throw up. You could feel the blood rushing through your veins and felt your heart beat from the side of your neck pounding.

Eventually you got the courage to get out and head to class after the bell brought you back to reality. You gathered yourself together and soon was standing in front of the door. Once you opened it, everyone was in their seats and an awkward silence filled the air as they stared at you.

The first to break the silence was Momo, who came running to you and embraced you tightly. She was soon followed by Mina, Kirishima and Denki. "We were so worried about you," Momo says as she cradled her head at the crook of your neck.

You started feeling suffocated by everyone's group hug and started patting their backs. "Guys I'm ok, thank you for worrying though," you gave a small reassuring smile to them as you left their embrace.

The bell rang and class soon progressed. We finally got a break before the end of the day came forward. Denki came up to you dragging Mineta by the collar. "Go on," he said as he shoved Mineta in front of you. He screeched and ran behind Denki's legs.

"I'm sorry for grabbing your butt," he says while shaking. You shook your head with a light chuckle, "Thank you, I should be the one apologizing, I'm sorry for going overboard and literally yeeting you to the wall."

Mineta nodded and ran back to his desk. You shook your head as Denki apologized for him. He let you know you could always come to him for anything, even if it's just to make you laugh. You nodded and thanked him

He'll hate you and try to hurt you too if you go to him alone once he finds out.

You shook off your thoughts and sat on your desk, looking over the homework you had to do. Class was dismissed and you went up to Aizawa to see if he was ready to train you. He nodded and you both headed outside to a training room after changing into your gym clothes.

You both started training until were burned out an took a water break. Aizawa came up to you and handed you a cold towel. "Thank you," you said while taking it and smiling up at him. You were crashed out on the ground trying to get your heart rate back to normal.

"Can I ask you something?" he crouched down next to you. You sat up, knowing what was coming. "Yeah"

"What happened yesterday? It's ok if you don't want to tell me, I just wanted to know if you're ok and that you can always come to me." He gave you the soft smile only you seemed to be familiar with.

You hugged your knees to your chest and started  doodling on the sand under you. You took a deep breath before speaking. "Promise me you won't see my differently?" You didn't make any eye contact with him. But he simple nodded and said he promised.

You started telling him everything. It started when you were 12 years old. Men started touching you whenever you were out by yourself running errands, which was often since your parents were busy. The one that ruined your life was your neighbor, a middle aged man that would come stay with you at your house when your parents were away. He made you touch him and threatened you and your family if you ever told anyone. This went on for about a year and it progressively started getting worse. You cried yourself to sleep after each time he went into your room and raped you.

It didn't help that you were being sexually harassed by boys at your school. But one boy changed your view for just a slight part of your horrible life. He comforted you and made you fall for him, for you to only find out it was a dare. He was dared to date you for a month, in exchange for being allowed to sleep with someone's older sister. He was verbally abusive but you didn't know any better. Even after the month was over, he controlled you in every way. He eventually got physical which led to being raped by him whenever he wished to have you. You were broken.

Fragile.

Your words ran out of your mouth before your brain could catch up with what you were saying. Tears were falling out of your eyes, your throat was dry and you choked on your words. You hugged your knees to your chest tighter as you attempted to keep talking.

"Y/n," Aizawa said softly. Before you knew it, you were wrapped around his arms. Your breath came out sharply when you realized what was happening. If you weren't in the middle of sobbing, you probably would have been a blushing mess.

He slowly ran his fingers through your hair. "I'm so sorry that happened to you, y/n, I wish I could take it all away from you." he said every so gently, afraid he would accidentally say something that might break you.

You returned the embrace and slowly stopped crying, no sobbing, just tears falling from your face. He loosened his grip to look at you, seeing the hurt in your eyes broke him. He let go for a second and got the towel and wet it with some water. He looked back to you as was wiping away your messed up makeup.

"See, all better now," he said while smiling at you. You sniffled and smiled at him. "Now that's the infamous smile everyone loves."

You both gathered yourselves and he walked you back to the main building. "Please come to me if you ever need anything, I'm always here and so is everyone for you." He said while placing a hand on your head.

"T-thank you," was all you managed to say.

You started walking back to the dorms. You avoided everyone in the common room and just slouched your way to your room. Shinso looked worried, he didn't like seeing you like this.

As always, you flopped onto your bed, not caring how dirty or sweaty you were. You ended up slowly dozing off.



A/N: we finally stepped forward w daddyzawa, what's gonna happen now. dun dun

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