Key so you know whos who:
Jiro: "{Hi}"
Denki: "-Hi-"
Shoto: "|Hi|"
Momo: "Hi"
Mina: "=Hi="
Uraraka: "+Hi+"
Tsuyu: "\Hi\"
Deku: "<Hi>"
Bakugou: "(Hi)"
Sero: "~Hi~"
Kirishima: "*Hi*"
Text: Hi
In head: ##Hi##
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Some things to know:
I'm going to try and start to make this stay on a story line but I myself have Autism and writing is something I do really struggle with so bear with me please
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TW//ABUSE|SELF HARM|SUICIDE|
Momo's POV
##I remember the first time Kyoka told me about her feelings, how shy and timid she was when opening up. She couldn't even look me in the eyes without going red in the face and she couldn't even talk to me without stuttering her words before apologising for no reason. Her cuteness made me laugh and I had to keep assuring her I wasn't laughing at her.
and I remember the first time I ever saw her cry in front of other people is when she let me get hurt in a villain attack. The villain barely did any damage to me but she just completely shut down and all I could see was the fear in her eyes, as she knew if she didn't move I could get hurt even more. But she was stuck in place, forced to watch whatever happened unwind.
and I remember the first time we kissed, the way so was so hesitant at first. So worried about what I would think of her lack of skill and her nervousness. The way she kept hiding her face from me whenever we broke apart and the way she couldn't think of much to say besides "{I'm sorry...}"
And I remember the first time I made her cry...
The tears that ran down her face as I yelled louder than I had ever before. The look of fear in her eyes as she backed into a corner as I continued to yell, the way she looked at me as if I was a monster... The way she looked at me as if I would hurt her... The look of horror and shock on her face.. and the way she flinched when I tried to apologise and hug her. The way she avoided me for days, whenever she saw me running away to hide. I never meant to hurt her... I never meant to... I feel so bad for not knowing what was going on inside her head...
I remember the first time she told me about her brother... the way he would hurt her..
and I remember the first time she showed the marks, scares and bruises he had left her. It made me feel helpless and like I had failed her, for I hadn't been there to help her when she needed me most. Instead I was out with my friends, not a care in the world. While Kyoka, my dear Kyoka was getting hurt, While her own brother hurt her!
I held her in my arms so tight that night, refusing to let go. I never wanted her out of my sight again. I never wanted her to be in a situation where I couldn't help her, where I wouldn't be there to make everything alright...##
I lay in my bed, Kyoka's body still on top of mine. Now slightly unclothed as she had undressed to fell more comfortable to sleep. I found myself running my fingers over the scars that covered her arms and shoulders, thinking of the pain she would of felt. The scars were deep, deep enough to of bled for a long time, enough time to make her feel dizzy. I couldn't help these thoughts that kept flooding my brain no matter how hard I tried, not when I had seen her do it to herself before. I never knew how much a person could bleed from such a small cut that was until she showed me. I'd never felt so much fear and dread in my life before. I had walked in on her doing it one day back when we were second years, Her room looked like a mess and so did her bathroom. I still know what one it is out of all of them on her body, I know exactly where it is for it is the biggest one she has on her body. She hadn't planned to just cut, she had planned to cut deep enough to bleed out. Hoping that no one would go looking for her before her plan had worked. But luckily I managed to get to her just in time... For I don't know what would of happened to me if it had worked...
I felt my eyes start to grow heavy as the night started to grow later and later and eventually I found myself drifting off to sleep...
The next morning I awoke to find Kyoka wasn't by my side, I sat up and rubbed my eyes. The sunlight stinging them as I opened the blinds. Not to my surprise my clothes from the day prior were also gone, most likely stolen by Kyoka. I grabbed a new set of clothes from my dresser, not bothered to do my makeup today. As I opened my bedroom door I heard the familiar voices of Uraraka, Tsuyu and Mina mixed with Denki, Sero and Kyoka's coming from the kitchen
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Hey so sorry about this chapter being so dark, I just wanted to get some of it out of the way so It won't be as heavy later on. Anyway I hope you enjoyed it and I'll be updating soon! -Stego
