you are my moonlight
fresh out of one direction and writing his debut album, harry styles meets mystery girl sydney lewis
tw: themes of alcoholism and minor drug use
We had spoken a few times over text, and he told me he'd been recording the new songs off the album. God I was so excited for it to be finished. I'd been a bit busy so we hadn't been able to catch up.
It had been Kendall's birthday whilst I was in London, so whilst I was back we had been celebrating. We'd shopped, partied and ate so much food.
Tonight we were all going out to the club where I had first met Harry: Blue Tunes. It was always a fun night out, and I knew it would be a good time.
I wondered if I should invite Harry, which was definitely scary. It had been just us for a while. I liked being in our little bubble where no one could ruin anything. However, I didn't want to go back ten steps after we had just been able to communicate well.
I was torn.
After a day of overthinking, whether I should ask him to come, I decided against it. We were fine and I didn't want to push anything. For all I knew, he wouldn't want to hang out with my friends.
Kendall, Bella and I were all getting ready at mine. The girls had brought over some outfits for me to try on, considering I hadn't brought loads this trip.
We had decided on a white suit, which I paired with a tall black heals. I was a mere 5'3 so I needed to lift myself a bit taller in this outfit. I wore my usual red lip, dark eyeliner and my hair natural.
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Jaden, Justin, Gigi and possibly Zayn were going to meet us all there. I had requested Zayn's presence as it was my last night in the city, and I wanted to say goodbye.
I'd hung out with the guys all week and not got drunk since that first night at Avenue. My relationship with alcohol was somewhat messy, so I was trying to cut back on my unhealthy intake.
This was something I wasn't proud of, and definitely wanted to change. So the first step was to enjoy my time with friends, without alcohol. The no hangovers were also a huge plus.
We hauled into our car, drove through the busy city and eventually arrived. Outside the club, paparazzi littered the streets as usual. We pushed through, Kendall flipping them off and Bella and I cackling. It was kinda funny.
Once we had arrived I was instantly smiling, remembering all the great memories this place held. Inside the club you were transported. I had been coming here for years, so I had befriended everyone that worked here. They were all angels.
