Louis's Sister

Graduation day at Cambridge

Nina POV

July 8 ,2014
Monday

"What?"I say confused. "I know what your hiding and I will tell them soon" she says all angry and sassy.

"You don't know me so don't even try to assume things" I say quietly.

They all talk. And I sit there in the back.quiet. I can't let her tell anyone, if they find out they will send me to rehab and I can't deal with that shit.

The media would find out and it would be flashes in my eyes if I went out.

I have no one to talk to about this and it sucks, because people say "your so pretty and skinny I wish I was like you" but what they don't see if my fatness.

A while ago I bought a baby type tummy thing to make me look like I'm more pregnant.

"Owwwwwwwwww" I yell loud. Niall looks up and sprints to the other side of the room.

"Nina are you okay" he asks all worried, it's cute. "Just contractions babe" I say hitting the floor with my hand.

I let my pain out. "Don't hurt your hand baby" he says grabbing it.

After I fell asleep on the couch as they all played truth or dare.

I wake up and I don't know where I am. I begin to scream.

"HEEEEEELP" I cry in pure fear. Niall comes running into here. "Nina your okay, your safe" he says touching my cheeks.

"We are on our way back to England for the week, you graduate tomorrow, don't you remember"?! He says to me like if I forgot.

"You didn't forget that you are done with the university did you" he says with a weird face.

"It just slipped my mind since I haven't been there in a while, because I finished my credits in junior year and I wanted to graduate with my friends" I say

I go back to sleep.

(London)

We get out of the plane and into the car. As we drive I see land. Usually I don't look out the window but this time I did.

"So how is the baby coming along" says Zayn. "Good" I say. "I can't wait to see my baby sister all fat" Louis jokes around.

I try to ignore it but it's on the back of my mind, I knew I was fat but I didn't know I was that fat as he said.

We get home and I sleep. I'm so tired but I know I have to work out. After not working out I have to now.

It's 3 am and I walk down the stairs so quietly, I get to the workout room and I have all the lights off.

I go on the tread mill and work out I have to look nice for graduation today.

I run 10 Miles. I stop and I fall onto the floor, I drink so water. Then I do the bike for 15 miles.

I go to bed at 6 am but when I get their Olivia the new costume designer for the boys is awake.

"Hello, ms.Tomlinson" she says all sarcastic. I ignore her and go to bed. I wake up and I get into the shower. I am 4 months pregnant.

I look so fat. I feel like people don't under stand eating disorders. One word can make someone starve them selfs to death.

If Niall ever knew about this he would never look at me the same. I will die trying to be perfect.

I get dressed in swear pants and long sleeve shirt. It makes me look bigger.

I get down and they are all talking. "There she is" Louis says showing his hand to the table.