Louis's Sister

Eating Habits

It's been a week since those models told me those things. I feel fresh and free from food.

I haven't eaten since they told me I looked fat, a week I feel fresh and lighter. I exercise for 6 hours.

No one can ever find out. I just want to be skinny and pretty, today Niall and I are forced to get along and get the groceries.

Before I leave I check the scale I went from 118 to 108 in just 1 week. I need to be 60/70 pounds.

It's cold here in England I wear leggings and a navy blue long Sleeve shirt.

I walk out of my room , the boys know that I'm not ready for this.

"Good morning" I say. They all nod their heads. I see Courtney and she looks at me weird "Nina are you okay" she says.

"Yes I'm fine just a little pregnancy sick" I say.

"I'm fine tho" I say smiling so fake. "We should go" Niall says, putting his hand around my shoulder.

I wave good bye, I mean it's 12 am but this is the time no body will see us.

We get into his car and don't talk, it's so quiet. He tries to hold my hand as he drives.

I look at him and smile , I shouldn't be a bitch right now.

I feel a kick in my stomach "Niall , Niall" I yell in pure joy. "What what" he says smiling.

"The baby just kicked it was just once but still" I say smiling beyond happiness. He holds my hand tighter.

He smiles as we drive. We arrive and I get out and then paparazzi see us. "Nina are you and Niall still togther ... Are you pregnant" all these assholes bother us.

All the flashes are hurting my eyes. "Yes we are together and yes we are having a baby" I tell.

Niall holds my back and we walk in whole foods. "I'm sorry , back there" he says all sad.

He is wearing blue jeans and a baby blue shirt. "I'm tired of people watching my every move" I say all sad.

"Well that's the life you live so deal with it" he says kinda annoyed. "Okay...sorry Niall" I respond.

We get a cart. I put strawberries and cherries and carrots in a bag. Then we go to the pasta area. I grab a lot due to the boys love pasta.

"Nina I'm sorry, for everything" he says all sad but looking at me straight in the eye.

"Niall I've had enough of you--" he cuts me off.

He grabs my face and kisses it like he hasn't kissed me in ten years. Our heads move around.

His lips are so soft and moist. Then I see flashes coming inside. The security holds them back.

We go get bread and dessert. We get a chocolate cake for everyone and then he says "one vanilla cupcake with extra frosting for my girl" . "Niall I don't need it" I say getting defensive.

"Nina just say thank you" he says smiling. Then we pay it's €67.99. We get in the car and we decide to give them a show.

We kiss going on each-other in his black car. All the flashes then we drive off .

He holds me hand and kisses it as he drives. I look at him and think wow I'm really lucky to have him.

We get back to the house and everyone comes to eat "were back together" I yell . Everyone smiles.

"Eat your cupcake neens" says Niall. "I'm not hungry , maybe later" I say.

"Okay, gonna play video games with the lads so see you tomorrow" he says all smiling.