Lusting for him (Coronation street)

Nineteen

Chloe sat in the house, she sat starring into space. She couldn't believe that aidan was gone and she couldn't go back to their fault it brought back to many memories, she had no idea how he was feeling and heh and killed himself and he was gone and she felt numb. 

She wanted to cry and she wanted to scream but nothing came out, Chloe felt frozen. She had no idea how he was feeling, Chloe knew that if she did that she would do what she could so that she could help him but she didn't know what to do. Tracy walked into the room and looked to Chloe

"you need to eat" she said

"I'm not hungry" Chloe said as Tracy looked to her and nodded "I know but you still need to eat, I know you have gone through a lot but you will feel worse if you don't eat or sleep"

lI will always feel worse. He is gone and nothing will bring him back. I didn't get to tell him just how much I loved him. And how I was looking forward to marrying him and becoming him wife" Chloe said as Tracy hugged her and smiled

"I know but he is still in your heart and he knew how much you loved him, he just couldn't handle it anymore" Tracy said as Chloe smiled slightly 
  
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Chloe answered the door and smiled as she saw Brooke "did my mum send you to go and check on me" Chloe asked as she walked Inside as brooke followed him

"no. My mum did. She wanted t o see if you were okay. We all know how much you loved aidan and this has got to be killing you so much" Brooke said as Chloe looked to her with tears in her eyes and sighed

"I'm hoping it's all a dream. I am expecting to wake up and see him but it's not. It's an awful nightmare that is my life" Chloe said as Brooke looked to her and smiled

"I know, I know it's hard but I love you and I am your best friend and I am here for you no matter what" Brooke said as Chloe looked to her and smiled

Chloe knew it was hard and how much it killed her as she thought over aidan. Chloe felt as if she would never be happy again and she hated how she didn't know what was going to happen or if she would ever be happy again but she knew that aidan wouldn't be coming back and that she needed to find a way to move on but she knew that her life would never be the same without him

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Chloe sighed as she walked back into her and aidans flat. She sighed as she glanced around.

She knew that everything would be different and she knew that she would somehow have to try and live her life without aidan and she knew it wouldn't be easy but little did Chloe knew as she tried to move on with her life that it was all going to change and how she would find herself connection to aidan forever in a way she least expected