You and Kageyama have been friends since birth. So what are you supposed to do when you start to catch feelings?
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I woke up to my alarm going off, it sounded louder today and the sun was shining brighter than usual. I sat up and turned it off then rubbed my eyes and looked around my room. My body felt heavy, my head hurt, and I could tell my eyes were red.
Even though I told myself not to cry over him, I still ended up doing so. It hurt...a lot, knowing that the person I had spent my entire life with, and wanted to spend the rest of it with, didn't feel the same about me.
I slowly got out of bed and started to get ready for morning practice, I didn't want to go but Kags was still my best friend so I would still support him. Besides, I had grown to liking the team and I wanted to see them.
I decided to put on some makeup because I'm petty and I want to make Kageyama see that he messed up...I mean how could somebody not like me? I'm hot, funny, and...well maybe that's all I have going for me but still.
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(here's some inspo for the makeup)
Once I finished my makeup, I left the house and went over to Kags' door. His mom, Ren, opened it and told me that he'd be down in a little bit and that I could come in.
I sat down on their couch while Ren went to do her own thing. I think I heard his dad, Taro, doing something in the basement but I wasn't too interested since it smelt like eggs and feet down there.
I saw Kageyama enter the room so I stood up and walked over to him.
"If we don't leave we're going to be late" I smiled and grabbed his wrist, pulling him out of his house.
"Good morning to you too" I rolled my eyes at his comment and kept pulling on his wrist. "Hey y/n..."
I let go of his wrist and look up at him, "What's up?"
"Um...why do you still call me by my last name?"
Kageyama's pov:
I had been wondering for a while. We'd been friends for our entire lives yet she always called me by my last name. I don't take offence to it I just feel like if we both addressed each other by our first names we can become even closer than just friends.
"Oh um...I guess I just never thought about it, why do you want me to start calling you Tobio?" Y/n looked at me with a her lips turned slightly upwards, not necessarily a smile but not straight faced either.
"N-no it's fine...not if you don't want to, unless you do then it's fine...but if you want to then you can, unless you don't then-" She cut me off with her laughter and I just stared at her "Did I say something funny?"
She started to laugh more and didn't seem to be paying attention. I grabbed my phone and took a picture, wanting to save the way she looked. She was happy and looked beautiful, so I wanted to keep it forever.
Y/n's pov
We had gotten to the gym and when I opened the door, Tanaka and Nishinoya turned my way and immediately came rushing over.
"L/N MY LORD AND SAVIOUR"
"IF KIYOKO DOESN'T MARRY ME YOU HAVE TO"
Things along the lines of that were said until they dove into me, so I stepped to the side and they jumped into Tobio instead.
"SENPAIS GET OFF OF ME!" The two second years stood up after Tobio threw them off of him and turned towards me with huge smiles on their faces. I chuckled and gave them both a kiss on the cheek before walking into the gym.
"SHE GAVE ME A KISS RYU!!! DID YOU SEE THAT, A KISS"
"SHE GAVE ME ONE FIRST THAT MEANS SHE LOVES ME MORE"
"THATS BECAUSE YOU WERE CLOSER TO HER THAN ME"
Their banter continued and I laughed until I saw the look on Tobio's face. It was a mixture between sadness, anger, and...jealousy I think? I smirked and walked over to Kiyoko.
Kageyama's pov
On the walk home from practice I stayed silent. Y/n tried starting conversation multiple times but I wasn't really paying attention...my mind was elsewhere.
"Hey Tobio what's gotten into you" I was shocked when she used my first name but remembered I told her to this morning.
"Nothing, I'm just thinking about volleyball" She nodded and didn't pry any further.
In truth I wasn't thinking about volleyball. What I was really thinking about was what happened last night. More specifically what I had said.
Why the hell did I tell her I didn't feel that way anymore. I clearly did, it's not like I tried to hide it. I tensed up and panicked, all I could think was how she would react and if she felt the same. I couldn't risk losing her just because of how I felt.
When we got home I told y/n that I was tired and didn't feel like hanging out tonight. She seemed disappointed and I felt bad, but I was afraid of how I would act around her, and I needed some time to think.
I went straight to my room and sat down at my desk, pulling out my homework that I should be working on. I had a few tests that I should most likely be studying for, or at least writing notes for future exams but I was too lazy.
I forced myself to copy down and rewrite some of the handouts I had received in class last week but my brain couldn't focus. It kept finding its way to y/n so and I couldn't make it stop.
The drawing I had put on my wall caught my eye and I grabbed it. Something about it made me feel happy...and safe. I brought the picture to my chest and closed my eyes, thinking about y/n.
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A/N Hey hey hey!!! I didn't draw that picture, it was originally kagehina fanart but i redrew hinata to be y/n.I may update again next week but I'm not sure yet. I hope you're liking the story! Kisses, Author
