The way your brain works.

Your TRUE love

"Addilyn? Is that you?" He walks over to me. I don't know what to do. I want to pretend it isn't me even though he knows it is.

I look up at him feeling guilty until he looks guilty himself. He keeps looking back. I look behind him to see the girl that huged me in the hallway.. What was her name again.. Ummmm Paislee that's it! He kept looking back at her? "Are you two on a date?" I say placing my eyes back on his.

He looks down at the floor and scratches the back of his neck. "Look Addilyn, I can explain," and for some reason I don't want to hear an excuse.

I felt the anger boil inside me, the boiling anger lead to my hand and my hand went across his face. What was I doing?

He looks at me in obvious shock. I don't know what else to do so I tuck my purse closer to my shoulder and walk away.

I walk into school the next morning, secretly hoping that I don't see Chad so he can't confront me. But by the looks and sound of things, he didn't have to.

I can see countless people staring and wispering at and about me. One of them was wearing a picture of me on there T-shirt with 'The Bitch Is Back' written on it.

I walk to my locker and when I open it I have a lot of hand written notes fall out. What the actual fruitloop? Most of them are just saying 'I'm glad you're back' but on of them says

Please Addilyn, don't go back to the way you were. Change. Make new friends and be different. For me? -your true love.

Who is this from? Chad maybe.. I kind of feel bad about what happened. I should go and apologize. But what if he doesn't want to talk, what if he is in the middle of something like a meeting or a fight, what if he hits me back!

Oh my god. Would he do that? Is he that type of person? Maybe he is, I hope he isn't. But he could b- "can we talk?" I look up from my locker and see Chad face.

My stomach sank. I put all of the notes in my locker and close it. I stand up and one falls, it must of been on my lap. I look to see which on it is, your true love. I put it in my pocket and look up at Chad, considering his height towers over mine.

I cross my arms "talk then.." Chad clears his throat and adjusts his stance a little "Addilyn. I am so sorry. It was meant to be a surprise but since you have to know now, I was having dinner with Paislee to discuss setting up a surprise welcome home party" I can't help but feel miserable. I can feel the tears form in my eyes  and as if Chad knew he engulfed me in a hug.

I close my eyes and the tears roll down my face. When I open them, I feel worse. Ezra is looking at us, he looks heartbroken.  Chad lets go and places his hands on my shoulders "Just remember, i am always your love" your love, your true love. Omg its Chad. But why wouldn't he want me to change