Trigger warning mentions of depression, self harm, and body shaming
Hope Mikealson's POV
It had been a few weeks since we found out about the baby well babies and well let's just say the pregnancy was starting to take a toll on me both physically and mentally. It didn't help that I was starting to gain weight. I was three months pregnant with twins that are also supernatural so obviously I was going to gain weight but I was struggling with it well to be honest it wasn't actually bothering me until Penelope made a comment about me getting a baby bump which she didn't mean in a rude way but I freaked out afterwards. I've been being body shamed since I was eleven years old so I was very insecure about my body. Landon knew I wasn't dealing well with the side effects of the pregnancy so he was trying his best to help but I knew he has a lot on his plate so I tried my best to act fine around him. It was dinner time and today had been another long day of school. I was sitting down at the table with Landon, Lizzie, Josie, Raf, Penelope, and Mg. Everything was pretty normal we just ate while Lizzie rambled on about something I wasn't sure what because I wasn't paying attention. Landon was holding my hand underneath the table as we ate. Raf then spoke. "So just a question, do the babies have names yet?" He asked. Landon's face lit up when the babies were mentioned he was so excited to be a father it was so cute. "Not yet." He said. Penelope then adds to the conversation. "Also how fair along are you? We've all been guessing but it's hard to tell." She said. "I'm three months." I say. "Oh wow I wouldn't think that." Penelope said before two girls walk to us. "What Penelope is trying to say is for only three months you big, maybe you should start skipping meals." The brunette said being a bitch. I try my hardest not to break down right then and there. "No that's not it's I mean hope you barely look pregnant for being that far along." Penelope said but I was already upset. 'Great I'm fat, maybe I should just start skipping meals.' I thought to myself. Landon on the other hand looked like he was about to rip their heads off. "Do not talk to her like that ever again." Landon snapped. "It's fine, I'm fine." I say. "It's not fine babe." He said before holding my hands. "I'll be okay she's just a bratty rich kid." I say trying to brush it off. "Okay." Landon said before sitting back down still obviously pissed. I couldn't go back to eating I completely lost my appetite. "Um I'm full, I'll be in my room. See y'all later." I say before getting up and taking my tray and then walking to my room. The second I shut the door I break down crying the words just replaying in my head over and over again as I cried. I couldn't take it so I went into the bathroom and locked the door before grabbing my blade from underneath the sink and rolling up my sleeves before cutting my wrist. The blood started dripping all over the floor I just sat watched it for 15 minutes before cleaning the wound and then putting a long sleeve shirt on. I then go and lay in my bed still crying before Landon walked in and saw me.Landon Kirby's POV
I was finishing up dinner still pissed about those girls telling Hope to not eat, she's pregnant for heaven sakes not only would that put her in danger but it could kill the babies. "Landon I'm sorry, I really did mean she looked small for three months." Penelope said feeling bad. "It's fine you're not the problem those girls are." I say my eyes turning reddish orange because I was angry. "Lan calm down okay. How about you go see Hope?" Raf asked knowing things could get ugly fast if I got real angry. I sigh before nodding and then walking to her room and walking in. Let's just say she's not fine like she was saying but she quickly whipped her eyes and sat up trying to act okay. "Baby." I say before walking over to her and grabbing her hands before looking into her teary eyes. Hope just looked away. "I'm fine." She says but I let go of one of her hands and move her face back to look at me. "You're not fine." I say. She just shook her head and fell into my arms. "Babe your beautiful you know that." I say knowing that's what was wrong. "No I'm not." Hope mumbles as the tears roll down her cheeks. "Hey look at me, you are gorgeous okay? And your not fat your three months pregnant with hybrid babies that grow faster then humans those girls are just jealous they don't look as good as you." I say rubbing her cheek with my thumb. Hope shook her head not believing any of it. "Baby please." I say my heart breaking that she thought that way, I loved her so much and it killed me that she was hurting. Hope just continued to cry not being able to get any words out. "Hold me?" She asked in between cries. I nod before pulling her close and holding her while rubbing her back. She continued to cry into my chest until she passed out from crying to much. I sigh softly before gently laying her down and covering her up as I held her trying to think of ways to help her but nothing seemed to work she just had it molded into her head she wasn't pretty which was fair from the truth she's is gorgeous. I kiss her head and then place my free hand on her stomach to feel the babies. "It's okay my little ones daddy is going to fix this" I say before closing my eyes and falling asleep next to the love of my life.A/N: Hey so I'm sorry if that chapter wasn't as good as normal I've been having writer's block with this story but here it is I hope it wasn't that bad. And thanks for reading~Hope❤️
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FanficHope Mikealson is a 17 year old tribird from New Orleans unable to deal with the death of her parents she runs leaving the school and her home that's when she reconnects with Landon Kirby a foster care run away with a secret. What will happen when t...