☆RANDOMNESS OF FNAF!☆

~ PLEASE HELP... ~

I don't know if you're an expert at this but I'm serious at this, I need help from you guys...

'Cause in my school in REAL LIFE, of course I had a crush. He's good-looking and he's kind. But in the middle days, he started to act playful or active somehow. He was often called or mentioned by teachers that he's been noisy, not participating, and more.

NOW LET'S GET TO THE POINT.

I need your help guys.... on HOW TO MAKE MYSELF MOVE ON.

I was heart broken because I just found out that my crush ask some girl who is my close friend  to be his girlfriend and she said.... YES. I was sooooo sad and I don't think I don't have a crush on him anymore.... it's because I LOVE HIM. Me and my crush were friends but NOT best friend or close friends.

Then I just found out awhile ago inside the classroom, my teacher asked my crush if he has crush on my seatmate who was my close friend too, I think I heard he said yes. Then my tecaher was like... fangirling?

My teacher asked once again my crush if he has a crush on his girlfriend... then he said no. It means, he doesn't like his girlfriend already but they still never broke up. But what really hurts me is that my teacher asked my crush if he has a crush on ME. I also think I heard him say no.

I went to best friend to comfort me and I felt like I was about to cry but I managed to stop my tears flowing down onto my cheeks.

Now I need to move on but I can't. It's like I have trapped in a spell or curse.

It's been awhile now... I just wanna share my feelings to you guys.

HAVE YOU EVER GOT THE FEELING WHEN YOUR CRUSH DOESN'T HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU?

HAVE YOU EVER GOT THE FEELING WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE BUT NEVER LOVES YOU BACK?

This is the VERY FIRST TIME I have ever experienced this kind of feeling.

Last many years, I only have a crush but this time, I experienced something strange.

Also, did you read or watch the video of the previous chapter which is: "The Continuation of Dare 2" by Zero2zero 2? Have you heard Bonnie singing the song in the vidoe which is "How Could This Happen To Me?" by SIMPLE PLAN

Yup. Ever since I listened to that song... I felt so... MORE heartbroken.

I sing the song in my school and just relaized, the song was for broken hearted people.

That's all... I just wanna expressed my feelings... :(

I wish someone was here beside me to comfort me...

I wanna cry now... *cries on pillow*

xALYSSAx