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natalia pov

it was my mother.. 

the sight of her made me want to throw up and the way she was brushing my hair back felt like i had to wash my hair 10 times.

"can you get out? i'm trying to sleep." i try to keep my composure with her. "i just wanted to talk to you about our new family, you didn't seem to happy when i told you."

my composure is long gone.

"no shit i'm not gonna be happy mom! you ruined everything." i yell. "don't use that language with me, and don't you dare try to tell me i ruined everything. you still have your virginity." she looked as if she was innocent.

"i'll say whatever i want to you! you ruined every fucking thing i had. you cheated on dad, maybe you should've kept your head up and your legs shut!" i huff.

i saw out of the corner out of my eye mattia. i did not need to see him right now. i'd kiss him in front of my mother just so she wouldn't get married to his dad but kairi stopped that.

the one thing she didn't ruin. kairi.

"i just want to bond like we use to but you always are mad at me no matter what." she said.

i'm a ticking time bomb that just went off.

"no fucking way? your daughter's not getting along with you? do something about it, after all you always come up with ways to act like dad and antonio aren't apart of your life. oh i forgot to mention you destroyed not one but two fucking families, and you left mattia and luca's mom heartbroken? she'll be 50 times better than any mother you'll ever be." i scoff grabbing my phone and keys.

i walk out of my room being stopped by mattia.

what does his ass want?

"you're staying with me tonight, my house. i'm not letting you do something stupid." he grabs onto my arm gently. "i'm just going to kairi's. he deserves better than me, and you need to stay in your fucking lane. you're going to ruin everything just like my mother." i shake my head in anger.

i take my wrist out of his hand vigorously.

"if anything you deserve better. aside from whatever kairi put it into your head i don't have a lane, i do what i please and you're what i please." he gave me a bold look but as if i cared.

"stop with the shitty ass flirting, i know exactly why you want me so just stop before i cut you off completely." i ran down the stairs.

i could hear and feel mattia's big feet stomping down on the hard wood as i ran. while i was running to my car i felt arms pulling me back.

why was i running so slow?

"put me down mattia!" i yelled.

i just wanted to scream and cry. i didn't fucking deserve this.

my legs were kicking the air and my arms were on top of his.

"you're acting like a 5 year old kid." he started walking over to the street.

he was taking me to his house. he looked both ways before crossing.