I let him go. I never meant to but I had to. There was no other choice and now he hates me. Hates me for something I had no control over. Why do these things happen to me?! I always lose the ones I love the most. He's my everything and I lost him. But he's not lost. The memory of him still exists in my mind... My heart. But his presence is no longer. He just walked out of my life without a single word to be spoken. I keep repeating the way it all happened... Like a broken record. It was all in slow motion and as soon as he pushed me away everything sped up and I let go. I let go of him like it was nothing. But it was something. He just won't listen to me. I don't think he realizes how much I still wanna be with him. And that hurts a hell of a lot more than any pain I have ever experienced. I love him but I let go. I never should have. I still have hope that one day we will find our ways to each other and be together once more. But until then I can only hope that he too feels the same.
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My Feelings
RandomThis is just a book about how I feel because I need something to take my anger out on. And this is the perfect way for me. Anyways sorry if it's not what you expected but I try writing poetry and there might be some gruesome parts so be prepared. Th...
