Do you ever just think to yourself "I want to die right now?!" I have. I love the thought of dying. No longer existing would be fantastic. It's not complicated you see. Dying takes away the pain, the heart ache, all the mental and physical damage that was done. If anything I'm scared of life. That's where the real pain is. Boys breaking you're heart... Leaving you to wither away into nothingness. Please just take me now! End my misery so that I can finally be happy. I try hard everyday not to harm myself.... Some days aren't my best. I haven't done it too much so don't worry about me. I just sometimes sit there and wonder what it would feel like to take it further but I never do. I'm not scared of death... Just scared of living.
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My Feelings
RandomThis is just a book about how I feel because I need something to take my anger out on. And this is the perfect way for me. Anyways sorry if it's not what you expected but I try writing poetry and there might be some gruesome parts so be prepared. Th...
