Hayats Last Amanah

- Sadeeq During chemo -

"Salams, Sorry I made you both wait 3anjad. Thank you so much for being patient with me. It was a living nightmare. I hate seeing family's hurt, it literally is sooo draining truely. I feel so much for them. May Allah truely help them" Saha came in and quickly rambled whilst trying to deal with the both of us.

"Saha it's perfectly fine, we were enjoying the alone time either way. Why what happened down there?" Sadeeq said whilst playing with the hem of his blanket.

"Ya smeek" Saha laughed out at his first comment, "basically a 9 year old had a heart attack and then the first person then grabbed was me. Like yes I know what to do incase this happens but please, the fact it all happened and her family was all screaming and yelling to me to help and one side they're asking what's going on and the other are telling me to save her. Like 3anjad I was going to die in that moment."
She sighed and sat down at the foot of my bed, she massaged her temple and rubbed her eyes.

"Saha it's perfectly fine now, everything's taken care of. You're here now that's all that matters for us, inshallah that won't happen again though. And You're so strong honestly. What happened then though? Is she alright now?" I asked as I shifted myself towards her rubbing her back.

"Maybe yea I guess I hope so, the doctor came in to deal with it. And said I'm to meet in the office with him later since that wasn't my position to go and get involved and without supervision." She looked up at me and shook her head.

"No way though, that so isn't even your fault though. You were under pressure and it's them who need to be dealt with. They're the ones who left the nine year old unsupervised. What an AGH" Sadeeq let out loudly causing Us both to slightly flinch.

"How about you link us up and then we finish our talk off. And take some Nurofen first though. We don't want to tire you truely."
I said while wrapping my arms around her.

"No no it's fine, it felt good to let it all just out honestly. This chemo session with you both really can help me aswell if I just rant and you both allow it haha" we all laughed at Sahas comment as she then moved my bed closer towards Sadeeqs.

"Is that better you sneaky one?" Saha asked Sadeeq, and I couldn't help but blush extremely.
"Oh so you really did catch onto what I was gesturing you" he said while smirking at Saha

"Tab3an I know you too well."
We laughed at her comment and then looked at eachother to look right away at the same time.

Before setting us up to the chemo, Saha shot me a glare and just nodded whilst trying her absolute best to not smile.
After a bit she walked out to then get the stuff to set up Sadeeq.

"Whatever you're trying. WOnt work hun" I said as I turned my head towards sadeeq.

"Mhm? What makes you so sure of that aye?"
He replied as he turned his head to face me aswell.

"You'll see i- hey Saha"

"No no keep talking you both, don't act all 'nothingsss goinggg onn' as soon as I come in"

"Yea Hayattt continue what you were going to say. I'm so intrigued to know honestly."
He smirked at me and raised his eyebrows at me. The best thing about when his hair started growing out again was that when ever he tried to tease either me or Firdaus, he would always raise his eyebrows at us which literally had us adore him.

"You ready big guy?" Saha excitedly said as she went to hook Sadeeq to the chemo.
"Yea when aren't I?"
He cringed and faced towards me, our beds at this point were basically side by side and with no space between. Just how me and Firdaus used to have it.

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It actually had me miss going to chemo sessions with Firdaus and staying up though the shows talking and then falling asleep to the Quran.

The best bit of it all was when Saha would remove the chemo and then we'd wake up with the Quran playing and our arms tangled into each other.
And just knowing Firdaus was there Nexto me, breathing. Put out all the fear of chemo and more happiness into me. That built up more of a beautiful bond between me and her.

Especially since we'd wake up and just start talking to each other whilst one would monkey hugging the other one.

We were more sisters than we were friends, we were closer to eachother than we were with our actual siblings at this point.
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"It's okay, just look at me. It's going to be over soon okay? Just breathe" I reassured him the way he would always re assure me and Firdaus. Especially at our first chemo sessions.

He nodded at me and slowly blinked,
"You know when cats trust their owner they blink slowly at them?" He whispered to me as Saha finished.

"Really? I never knew that. Tell me more" I smiled at how adorable it was that he randomly said it.

"Want to hear something else you didn't know?" He asked raising his eyebrows again.

"Mm?"

"Your eyes are beautiful" he whispered this time moving his head away and cringed at the feeling of the chemo.

I lifted my arm toward his head and played with his hair back, we always knew this was something to make him calmer. He loved the feeling of someone playing with his hair. And to not take the fact he has hair now for granted was the best thing I could do.

"Try get some sleep so you don't feel it anymore" I whispered to him

"Mm" was all he managed to let out before he slowly turned his head towards me and said
"Hayati" and closed his eyes even slower.

Tears streamed down my cheek as I continued to play with his hair and just keep tucking at his behind his ear.
And when I was assured that he had fell asleep from his heavy breathing. I kissed my hand and placed it on his head, "bhabak" I whispered and closed my eyes to drift off into a sleep.

Saha had came in a few moments later since I heard the Quran playing at low volume,
'Ya ayuha al nasu ittaqou rabakumu alathe khalaqakoum min nafsin wahidatin wakhalaqa minha zawjaha wabaththa minhum rijalan'

Of course that one Saha, of course you did that

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We love our Hayat and Sadeeq moments. They're special and I want to just AHH complete this book already man Gah. Please interact with this if you're alive thanks X