Jungkook paced back and forth. Not being able to think straight ever since he heard the words "You're hurting me." come out of Taehyung's mouth.
Two dime bags filled with fine white power sat on his desk. He doesn't remember why he still had them, but he knows what he's going to do with them.
He's been fighting the urge for so long. He's tired of feeling tired. He can't drink, he can't smoke. None of that compared to Taehyung though. That's why it was easy to push away and flush down the toilet. But he hurt Taehyung. He had excuse for this one. He wasn't under the influence at all. He was sober when he gripped and spat harsh words at his love.
One line after another he started to feel like the world was burning away and he was fading in. He wanted to cry tears of relief.
The stinging sensation in his nose felt nostalgic and euphoric. He loved it.
The life he's living is a sad one.
His phone dinged
It was Tyrel."want me to come over?😉"
Jungkook licked his lips. He shouldn't be thinking about this. It should be a straight no.
"Sure"
Tyrel licked down Jungkook's chest. Jungkook held his hair tightly when Tyrel started to suck him off. Everything felt good on cocaine. Especially head.
Jungkook didn't feel guilty right now. All he felt was pleasure. Pure satisfaction.
Tyrel started to bob faster and faster. Jungkook curled his toes and moaned out as he came in Tyrels mouth. "Fuck, Taehyung~"
Tyrel froze. He spit the cum on Jungkook's floor and wiped his mouth.
"What did you just call me?"Jungkook chuckled. He stood up and walked over to his desk to snort another line. He pinched the bridge of his nose while throwing his head back groaning. He won't remember anything in the morning.
"I have to go." Tyrel said putting his shirt back on.
Jungkook couldn't hear or see properly. So out of touch with reality everything became fuzzy. Then it all turned to black.
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sorry this chapter was really bad but umm thx for 100 reads :)
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Fanfictionjungkook has a hard time dealing with his past...then he meets taehyung....but you know, a mere boy won't fix all his problems, right? Taehyung finds out his boyfriend's true colors in the worst way possible, but he just wants to love.....maybe that...