Jungkook's POV:
He won't leave my mind. His face is imbedded in my brain. God that mind blowing image of him wrecked sitting on his boyfriends lap keeps knocking the senses out of me. I want that. I want him like that again, with me.
I made my way towards my bedroom but was stopped when i heard my moms voice.
"Oh hey there honey!" she said with a giant smile.I roll my eyes and turn towards her. She was in a pant suit, its obvious she just got off of work. Crazy how they still manage to keep her on account of her obsessive use of drugs.
"Hi mom."
"So honey i was just wondering if, oh i don't know, if you could maybe stay at a friends tomorrow?" she ask fiddling with her fingers.
I know why she wants me gone. It happens quite often. She throws these big parties which involve drugs, sex, drinking, and the occasional fight. Funny thing was this is how she got promoted last time. All most all the guests are coworkers and bosses.
"Sure i guess."
I walk into my room and grab my phone. I don't have any friends at school, but i do have a college friend.
"Yo Yoongi, i need to stay over again tomorrow."
"Oh yeah yeah yeah that's cool, but i have to go to this party some of the music majors are throwing tomorrow."
"Oh shit for real? Can I go too?"
"I'm sure they won't mind."
"Great I'll be over after school."
"Okay, bye"
He hangs up and i smile. Looks like my moms not going to be the only one getting fucked up on friday.
Taehyung's POV:
"No Jin a party is not going to make me feel better." I say hugging my pillow.
"Oh come on! Namjoon said It's okay if you come, and that stupid asshole Lorenzo doesnt deserve your tears. So go crazy and have some fun! Nothings going to happen to you. I'll be there, joon will, and you can bring Jimin if you want." Jin said trying to persuade me into going to this stupid college party.
"Ugh I don't know Jin..."
"You could meet someone there and you know~" Jin said wiggling his eyebrows.
"JIN! You dirty dirty dirty boy!"
"Tae just come to the party. It will be fun and you need some fun. I hate seeing you sad."
"Okay! Fine I'll go, but don't try and stop me from drinking." I said pointing my finger at Jin.
"It's a deal."
Jin hugged me slightly before skipping out of my room.
He's right though. I do need some fun. I've been in my head this past week thinking of what Lorenzo did. What he did to me. No matter how many showers i took I couldn't scrub off his touch. His fingers still traced my skin, his smell lingered all over my body, and his breath haunted my dreams. I'm trying to be strong, but it's so hard. It's so hard to believe he could actually do those things to me. I remember the first night we met.
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SMOKE|TK
Fanfictionjungkook has a hard time dealing with his past...then he meets taehyung....but you know, a mere boy won't fix all his problems, right? Taehyung finds out his boyfriend's true colors in the worst way possible, but he just wants to love.....maybe that...