I wake up from my alarm at 9am. I go shower and pick what Iam going to wear. Iam wearing a plaid skirt with fishnet thighs and a tight black top with chuck's. I put on make up, eyeliner, concealer, blush and some other stuff. My hair ist just straight like always. I go over to Pansy's dorm, she's also ready to go, it's 11am when we leave Hogwarts. We're at the shop, there are so many dresses, Pansy just said „Wow". Pansy and i decided that we'll buy 2 dresses, so we could have one for a date or for some random party. Pansy's dress is:
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And mine is:
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We went straight back to Hogwarts, we wanted to chill in the common room first till we get ready. * 2 hours go by * „Y/n,wake up,we already have 6pm!!" Pansy shakes me. „I'm awakee,ugh im gonna shower" I go into the shower so i can style my hair better after, Pansy already showered when i was asleep somehow. When i got out of the shower we started to put on some make up, we did our basic make up routine.We styled our hair, Pansy curled her short hair and i had it straight like always. Pansy decided that she would wear black heels that she brought and i would wear my chuck's. We seach for Mattheo in the common room but instead we find Draco with Astoria,ugh, i hate her,she always flirts with him. Mattheo finally showed up after a couple of minutes. „Wow,Y/n. You look beautiful.You too Pansy."he said and hugged us. Draco gave us a bitchy look. „Draco looks jealous" Pansy said. „I don't care, he's here with Astoria" i answered. „Right, lets look if they got any alcohol" she said. „Perfect. I love Whisky" Pansy said. We got the drinks and started to party. We danced alot. I needed to use the bathroom so i squeezed me through all the people. When i got to the girls bathroom i heard moaning and stuff, i was a little drunk and wanted to know who it was so i looked and what a surprise it was Astoria with Draco, she was all over him. I didn't know what to do, i paniked and started to cry, they saw me i just said sorry and left. I looked for Pansy everywhere or for Mattheo but i didn't find them, i texted them like a 100 times. I ended up to text them that i wasn't feeling well and that iam at my dorm.I took a bottle of Whiskey to my dorm and continued crying, i was just done with my life, i don't even know why it hurt me so much. I drank and drank and drank me through the pain but it didn't stop hurting. I drank the whole bottle on my own, i felt so sick, i ran to my toilet and threw up. I got into shower because my hair was full of vomit and my face was full of make up from crying. I was so drunk but sober at the same time. After i showered my nose and my eyes were so red, literally everyone could see that i cried. I was about to change but someone knocked on my door, i usually ask who it is but i expected it to be Pansy so i just said come in. It was Malfoy. I just stand there half naked. He came in though. „Y/n, are you okay?"
Very good question, i look like a mess.
„Do i look like iam okay" i answered. „Why are you crying, darling" „Hmm, what do you think, just for fun" „You're crying because you saw me and Astoria making out" I didn't respond. I just looked at him. „I hate her so much" i said „Wait, did you drink all of the bottle alone" „Maybe" „Shit, Y/n you're drunk" „Well yeah but i still can think straight and also i just have a towel on" He didn't respond to that. Sometimes i just want to hit him. „What do you want from me, isn't your girlfriend waiting for you" i said trying not to cry. „Astoria isn't my girlfriend" „Why did you make out with her or whatever you did with her" „I swear i didn't fuck her, but i don't know she just kissed me and stuff" Tears run down my cheek, i try to hide it but he see's them, and wipes them away and says: „ I swear i don't love her, please don't cry, love" I just ignored it and a few more tears run down my cheek, i wipe them away as fast as i could. „Why do you care" i said but he didn't respond again. He came so close to me i could feel his breath, he puts his hand on my chin, lifts it up and kisses me. Oh my god, he kissed me, he probably just did that to comfort me,but oh my god i'm dieing. His lips are so soft, oh my god. „You just did that to comfort me didn't you?" i said kind of pissed. „Y/n i care about you alot" he whispered. „So you know that i have a crush on you" „Yeah" he laughs „Fuck" i giggled He kissed me again and held me tighter and tighter.He grabs my waist. I changed into my pjs and we cuddled in my bed. „So what are we know or did you just kiss me so i would be happy?" i asked „Nooo, i like you too, i really do but i think you're not sober enough to talk about this, i promise we'll talk about it tomorrow " he laughs. I laughed. He is so cute, im dieing oh my god. He whispered a soft „Goodnight,love" and we fell asleep in each other's arms. I never fell asleep that fast and easy and i never felt so happy in my whole life.
