I wake up at 1pm woth my pillow being completely black from my make up. I take my phone and look who texted me. I got textes from Mattheo and Draco. He's not making it easier. I open Mattheos texts. M:Where are you? M:Text me M:Oh you're sleeping. Text me when you're awake. Y:Hii
I open Dracos texts. D:You're not fine,anyone can see that. D:Look if you need someone to talk to i'm listening.
I sigh, i'm lost. I hate me. I get up and go to shower. I undress and shower me. I get out as soon as i'm finished and get dressed. I put on a basic underwear set, a leggings and a black hoodie. I don't put make up on cause i'm gonna put some on before the party. I had the idea for the party but i don't really want to go. I text Pansy. Y: When should we meet to decorate? P: I'm already finished. I didn't want to wake you<3 Y: Pansy im sorry. You should've wake me up. P: It's fine Blaise and Draco helped me. Y: Oh ok then i'm relieved. P: He really has changed Y/n. I love you don't think to much about it. Y:I love you too,I'm trying. Let's meet up in an hour. P: K byee.
I need cigarettes, Blaise always has much of them. I go out of my dorm and search for him in the common room, he's not here, instead of him i find Draco. „Do you know where Blaise is?" i ask him „No uhm what do you need?" he answers „I just wanted to ask for some cigarettes" i turn around and want to leave „I can give you some" he says to me and holds me on my arm. He quickly lets my arm go and hands me a cigarette box, i pick one. „Thank you" i say „No take the box"he says „Noo i'm good" „Then take another one or i wont leave you" he jokes „Fine" i chuckle I take another one. „Thank you" „You're welcome" He smiles and i leave. Its raining outside, i love rain. I go out and smoke my cigarette in the rain. My hair gets wet and my clothes get darker. As soon as my cigarette is finished, i meet up with Pansy in her dorm. „How are you?" she asks me „Confused you?" „Iam too" „Did you talk to Mattheo today?" she asks me „Nah" „I have a feeling that today is gonna happen something idk" „Well thats not good" „Should we start to get deessed?" she asks me She can't wait. „Yes" „Do you want to do my make up?" i ask Pansy, she looks so excited as i said that. „Oh my god yes" She puts concealer on my face and does literally everything. When she's finished she says „Ok look in the mirror" „Oh my god Pansy it's so cute"
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"Do yours like you did mine" i say She puts her makeup on and we have the same makeup now. Its so cute. „But now you need to curl your hair" she says to me. „Fine" i sigh I dont like curls on me, but I'll do it for her. I take her curling iron and let it sit so it can get hot, i curl my hair. When I'm finished curling it, my hair looks even shorter. "YOU'RE SO PRETTY" "I need to admit, it looks cute" i say "I need to get my dress,i'll be right back" I walk out and bump into Malfoy. "Oh sorry" i look up and see that its him. "Wow you look uhm gorgeous" he says "Thank you" I walk away,that was so awkward. I unlocke my door and quickly get my dress when i want to walk out i see a box wrapped in paper on my bed. It was kinda creepy. I open it and there were 3 boxes of cigarettes and a bracelet with a Dragon as a charm on, i exactly new who it is from. I lift the bacelet and a little piece of paper falls onto my bed.
