Chapter 8

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I wake up in the morning and see that Mattheo isn't in bed. I take my phone and check my messages.
7 messages and 3 calls from Draco
3 messages from Pansy
I open the messages from Draco
D: Pls give me a chance
I love you
You're hurting me with this
Y/n pls think about us
I get it you're probably fucking Riddle
I still want you pls
I can't live without you

Asshole. I open Pansy's messages
P: Y/n he likes you i promise
Just talk to him
You two are meant to be together
Y: Idk. I still love Draco but Mattheo makes me fall in love with him. Maybe Draco and i were just the right people at the wrong time.
P:Yes. But Mattheo is the right one right now.
Y: Chill ok. Pansy? Do you want to pick my outfit today yk to let Draco see what he misses.
P: Yess omg yesssssss, underwear too?
Y: Everything just i dont wear heels
P: Yeah ik im so excited
Mattheo comes out of the bathroom, he just has a towel wrapped around his waist that looks like it's going to fall off every second.
M: Good morning, beautiful.
Y: Morning. How are you?
M: Fine and you?
Y: Getting better
M: Thats good. You can shower if you want to.
Y: K thanks. Uhm im leaving my phone here if Pansy texts say that im in shower pls.
M: Sure
I go showering, the bathroom smells like him.
I think about my life and how shitty it is. Like about 15 minutes. Then i get out of shower, just in an towel and see my outfit laying on the bed.
M: Pansy brought this here.
Y: Oh god.
She picked a fishnet top and a black tank top on it was the sentence 'devils child', a black skirt with ripped black tights, she brought me matching bra and panties bright lace red.
Y: I have an idea. Let's cut my hair.
M: Yes you will look so hot with short hair.
I blushed. We went to the bathroom searched for scissors and i looked how short i want my hair to get. I still had the towel on.
Y: Like over my shoulder but not longer.
M: Ok put hair ties where you want to cut.
I put the hair ties where he's going to cut.
He takes the scissors and says „Ready?"
„Yes do it" he cut underneath the hair tie and holds my braid in his hands.
M: This already lookes good.
He gives me the braid and i sent a photo to Pansy.
P: OMG WHAT?! SHOW ME
Y: Not yet
He cuts the other side. He looks if its even and correct some areas.
M: Y/n you look badass.
Y: Omg i love it.
M: You look beautiful.
He comes closer to me, in that moment my towel drops.
„Shit" i say
„Don't look down pls" i say
He closes his eyes and turns around, i wrap my towel around me again.
„Ok"
He turns around and say „Now get clothed i want to see"
He leaves the bathroom and gives me the underwear. I put it on but i can't close the bra, i ask Mattheo if he could close it he said yes ofc.
I get out of the bathroom and put on the tights and the skirt. Nothing new Pansy and i almost have the same style. I put on the fishnet top and over it the other top.
Y: Shh don't say anything. I need to do make up first
I cut Mattheo off. I sit on the bed and put on make up like every other day. And i put on my chucks.
I put on some rings too.
M: Y/n you look gorgeous.
Y: Thank you Mattheo for everything. You always support my choice and me. You always help me.
M: No don't thank me i should thank you.
Y: No stop. We probably should go to Pansy she's probably freaking out.
M: You're right.
We leave his dorm and go to Pansy's dorm. On our way there i get a lot of looks. Kinda awkward.
We arrive at her dorm and knock. She immediately opens the door and screams.
„OMG Y/N YOU LOOK SO GOOD"
„Thank you" i laugh
„You two look so good together"
No comment. We leave for breakfast to the great hall. Mattheo said he needs to do something and left.
I was only with Pansy then. I see Draco looking at me, it made me feel sick, i started to panic a bit.
Draco looks at me and then on his phone and then on me again. I get a text from him.
D: You look hot with short hair.
Y: Fuck you
I show him my middlefinger.
D: Love, give me one chance.
Y: You don't get it. I don't want you anymore . Go fuck yourself blondie.
D: You bitch. Pathetic with your little wounds and scars on you arms. R u depressed little whore.
Y: Go fuck another woman as a joke once more, manwhore. I hope your daddy is proud.

„Pansy i need to leave" and run out of the great hall.
I go to cold waters again, it calms me down.
I didn't notice that tears were running down my cheek, i wipe them away. I get multiple texts from Pansy and Mattheo. Pansy told him. He knows where i am so i went somewhere else. I didn't know where to go so i just went to the astonomy tower.
The view from there is so beautiful. I hear footsteps onthe stairs, i hold my wand in one hand and it's Draco. Suddenly i feel the urge to jump of this fucking tower.
„Leave me alone" i say
„Pls Y/n one chance"
„No i won't give you a chance"
„Whyy?"
„Oh you wanna know why, you hurt me so deep Draco" my voice breaks „And i loved you so much but i didn't notice that you don't or maybe you did, but why the fuck did you cheat on me then"
„I was jealous when you left and called me when your friends were at your dorm. So i"
„Jealous?" i start to cry „There was nothing to be jealous about. How many more ways are there for you to rip my heart out!"
I leave. I don't know where to go again, so i just go to Mattheos dorm. He's not here, i continue to cry and lay on his bed, i fell asleep.

Mattheos pov:
I searched for her everywhere for an hour now. Fuck.
I decide look in the common room and ask people, i ask Blaise.
„Yeah she runned in this direction" he points where the boys dorms are
„Draco searchs for her too, you better find her before him" he adds
„K thank you Blaise"
I run to my dorm to look and she was actually there.
I go closer to her looks like she fell asleep. I text Pansy that i found her and that she don't have to worry. She wakes up.
„Mattheo?"
„Yes?"
"I'm sorry for running away"
"What did he do?" I ask
"Look at my phone"
I take her phone and go to her and Dracos chat.
"Piece of shit. Y/n, he doesn't deserve you"
"I was at astronomy tower and he came there. And i ask him why he cheated on me and he said he was jealous the night i left and when you two were at my dorm"
"Y/n im so sorry"
"He would've done it every time he get jealous so it's fine. I'm glad we broke up" she says
I hug her. I want to kiss her so bad. I look into her eyes and get closer to her, i can feel her warmth. I kiss her. And she kisses me back. And then Pansy storms into the room.
"Oh i think i interrupted something"
"You think?!" Y/n says
"Anyway, Mattheo why weren't you here in the morning" she asks
"Like i said i had something to do. Pansy can i talk to you for a sec in the bathroom"
"Uhm sure"
I pull her in the bathroom.
"Pansy are you mentall? We kissed and you do this"
"Oh shit i was just joking around omg"
I go out of the bathroom and Pansy leaves.
"Bye Y/n"

Y/n pov:
Pansy leaves. We're alone now. I really want to kiss him. He looks into my eyes and walks up to me. I get closer to him and look on his lips. He kisses me. I kissed him too. We laid on the bed and cuddled till we fall asleep.
I think he made me fall in love with him.

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(Y/n hair is shoulder length now. This chapter is kind of weird, i had no idea what to write in the end.😭😭😭'How many more ways are there for you to rip my heart out' is from the vampire diaries. Stefan said it to Elena 4x10.)
Team Mattheo or Team Draco?

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