𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐲.𝐣𝐰.

When he's sad

(A/n: he said in enhypen&hi he cried by heeseung about their debut and so on cuz having so many responsibilities at a young age isn't easy.. so yea that's basically what inspired me to write this ✍🏻 🥺)

-,,I am so scared that I won't lead our team well~''

-You saw him practicing in the dance studio and wanted to check up on him and told him to take a break but he started to tell you why he couldn't stop practicing

-He was insecure. And seeing him like this broke your heart cause he was usually mentally so strong you never have thought about seeing him in this state

-Being insecure he practiced hard and wanted to free his mind but when you came and told him to take a break every feeling he tried to deny came out

-,,I feel like they think I fit as the leader but I don't~"

-He was covering his face with his hands out of embarrassment crying in front of you just because he was insecure

-You walked over to him and kneeled in front of him

-,,hey jungwon." you took his hands into yours and started to push his hands away from his face to make him look at you

-he did what you wanted but avoided your eyes and looked away

-seeing his tears rolling down his cheeks made you wipe away his tears with both of your hands like how he usually did it to you when you cried

-,,I know you Jungwon, more than you may think and you are the mentally strongest person I've ever met." you spoke softly trying to calm him down but also stating facts he needed to hear, especially now

-,,I don't know if someone said it to you or not but I know that you were already a great leader before being announced. I really look up to you and if you now think that you look weak, no you don't. You know it is normal to be nervous about getting a big job like being the leader. But that's completely normal and it's the other way around, like it would be awkward if you wouldn't be scared or nervous." now he slowly looked into your eyes with his big orbs

-,,I know it is hard especially being this young and having to take care of many things but you will improve. I hope you know that I will support your and your hyungs will do too. And don't forget your fans. If you keep doing mistakes try to learn from them instead of fearing the next possible mistakes you could make. Sometimes you just need to try to find something out. So please don't encourage yourself and think you w'ont do your best because I am sure you will. And I am sure you will learn a lot during your debut." I smiled at him and seeing his eyes soften and his blushy cheeks looking at mine I pulled him in a hug

-He put his face into my neck whispering ,,This is why I love you y/n."