Trying at love

Chapter 1 - Lust

Madison

I can't begin to explain how much I love Reece, because I can't. We've been best friends now for at least 10 years... But I dont know what I need to do for him to love me. What he doesnt know, is that he is what gets me through the day, he is so important to me, but I don't want to ruin our friendship if he doesnt like me that way. I just can't get him out of my mind... He knows just about everything to do with me, I just want to be with him now. I've liked him for over a year now, i just hope something happens soon...

I don't know whether its his golden hair, - or his blue eyes that make my heart skip a beat when they look at me. Whatever it is its slowly killing me..and if we dont get together soon, i dont know what I'll do with myself. Of course i've made up perfect scenarios in my head, but havent we all? I just dont know how to tell him how i feel... I just really hope its not one-sided.

Reece

I am madly, truly, deeply in love with Madison. I dont know when this feeling came, but I do know that its here now, and Whatever i do i cant fight it off. I'm meeting her on Friday, and i think it will be different to how our days out have been before- perhaps more strained, because I dont think I know how to talk to my best friend anymore. Yet, i dont want to be her best friend anymore, i want to be her boyfriend... And to feel sexually wanted by her, not to be there as a friend.

Right, its easy, i'll just say 'i want to talk Things further...' No. That sounds like i just want to get her in bed. Perhaps 'i've been feeling different Things for you these last few weeks...'. Yes, that sounds better. I want to sound impressive and swift, but not like i spent the whole 2 days before practising what I was going to say. Urgh this is going to be so hard... I

Just

Want

Her