Princess of the Red Night

Bonus Chapter 2 : The letter

This is the letter Lexi wrote to her family.

Dear Garcia Family,

If you are reading this it means I have left. I just couldn't stand being in a house with people who hate me and look at me with a disgust look on their face. I tried to fix the situation, but this was a situation that could only be fixed with time apart. I love all of y'all even if y'all don't love me back. I know y'all are disappointed that I decided to lead the Russian Mafia, but none of y'all would even let me explain why.

Well here's why... I want to lead the mafia and fix it. I will make it so that they stop killing innocents and stop kidnapping or trafficking people. I want to make the mafia good. One of the best that their ever was. If y'all would've just heard me out, this would've been resolved. I wanted a chance to make y'all proud of the girl y'all raised.

One thing this has thought me was that I don't want to be with a family that will not support me through anything. I needed a support system, but my strongest support system was not there for me. You guys watched me fall and didn't even try to catch me.

When Papa said that I was no longer a Garcia I was sad but now I realized that I don't want to be part of a family that will just throw me under the bus without understanding my side of the situation.

I couldn't even look at myself without thinking of how much of a disappointment I was. I broke all the mirrors in my room. I now see how i was in the right and you guys ignored me until I stepped down as leader, but guess what I'm not going to step down. I will be one of the leaders of the Russia mafia.

I left all the clothes you guys bought me and only took the clothes I bought with my own money, so don't worry Matteo. Everything you have bought me is in my room.

Ever since Luca saw me at school and I was reunited with all of y'all. I was so happy I finally had a group of people who would love me no matter what. I treated all of you like family and I thought my family would do the same. I realized that none of y'all considered me family because family would never leave you, NO MATTER WHAT.

Matteo, when I saw you again I knew I would love you so much and I thought you would love me too....I guess you didn't love me enough. I thought my Papá would be their for me when I needed him. You proved me wrong. When you cut up my cards, I knew I lost my Papá. When you said I would no longer be a Garcia, my heart broke. My own Papá telling me I wasn't family anymore. Todavía te quiero mucho y que tengas una vida buena sin tu hija. I know you blame yourself and you should...until next time Matteo

Alessandro, I thought my big brother would protect me from evil and be my second Papá, but you proved me wrong. I don't have favorites, but you were in the top 3. When you told me I wasn't your princess anymore a piece of my heart broke. I always looked up to you. When you looked at me with a disgusting look on your face, I thought I was actually at fault. The rest of the brothers follow your opinion, when you agreed with dad everyone went against me. I don't know why,but I still love you. You lost my respect and you will never get that back. I know you blame yourself and you should.

Antonio, you were one of the top 3 brothers. You tried to be friendly with me when all this went down and I know it was too hard for you. I appreciated everything. You said good morning to me, you would be the only brother who would talk to me. You made it feel like mom was still here and I will always appreciate that. When you told me I was no longer your Muñeca I broke. The nicest brother couldn't even be my brother anymore. I know you will be sad, but just know that I am grateful that even in the end you talked to me.

Xavier, you were my favorite brother. Even though you were emotionless, you were always around and I always knew I was safe if you were around. I knew you would protect me, but what happened when I needed you the most. You said I wasn't your sister anymore. Please make faith happy. I know you will be sad about me leaving, but please just keep her happy. She deserves it.

Dante, I'm sorry we couldn't do pranks together because of all the drama I brought to the family. I really was excited to do pranks with a prank king, but I understand why you stopped talking to me. You were the only one who gave me an explanation and I am grateful for that. Don't blame yourself Dante.
Go and be happy I know I will try and live my life, you should too.

Luca, even though you didn't know about the drama. You probably know by now. Don't be angry with them I deserve it. I will be fine. Go back to traveling, live your life, be happy I will always be there for you if you need it. I love you even if you don't love me your favorite twin.

Marco, you were my first love and I am happy that I met you. You set high expectation of what I wanted in my life. I love you even though we broke up. Just know that I am mad at you that you chose your mafia over me I will never forget that. You lost my respect for you. I hate how you ended our relationship like it was a business transaction. This was our life can you handled it like it was nothing. Don't be sad. Go find a girlfriend, be happy, lead the mafia. You deserve it.

Faith, please don't try to find me, let me be. I will reach out when I am ready to talk to everyone. Please don't shut Xavier out because he was part of this. I see how you look at him please be happy. Live your life. Be a normal teen who is rich. I love you babe. I will never forget you. The only reason I didn't want you to come with me is because you should make a name for yourself. You should live your life without me and see how it goes. If you are not happy and can't live without me I will notice and will send you my location for you to come with me. Please try to live without me for a while atleast.

By now I am very far away no one knows where I am not even Faith don't try to find me you won't succeed. I have disappeared from the face of the earth. Even though I am angry with you guys. I will be there if there's any trouble. I will know when there is trouble don't worry. I have eyes everywhere so I will always be watching. Remember don't let this break y'all, please continue to be a family even if I'm not there.

I know this is mostly my fault because I got with the wrong crowd and I brought all this drama and conflict into this family. I just want to say sorry for that. I really wanted to be a normal sister for my brothers but y'all got an assassin and future mafia leader instead. Just know I will always love you.

We just need some time apart for a while. I will come back when I am happy.

Please don't try to find me

Go and live your lives. Be happy.

From 
Alexia Garcia
(The last time I will use this last name,don't worry)