Why Am I Sakura?!

Fragile Heart

/We start off from chapter 5, at the village hidden in the mist as team 7 along with Haku are at the forest area of the village while having Haku tied up and have a seal still placed on him, as Haku lay against the tree and Kakashi keeping an eye on Haku all the while Sakura who seem lost in the world of her own mind and hasn't spoken a word for a long while since she last spoken to Haku but all Sakura simply does is follow Naruto, Sasuke, or Kakashi without saying a word as Haku finally speaks up/

Haku: Sakura.

/Sakura looks at Haku slowly even if her gaze is hollowed as if Sakura herself is dead/

Haku: I decided that I will live for the dream of Zabuza, I'll carry out his dream for him and I want you to know that I harbor no hatred towards you and I understand, if I was in your shoes I would have done the same.

/Then somehow Haku's word gave Sakura a bit of life into Sakura's eyes and because of that Sakura place her hand at the area of chest where the heart would be and Sakura's tears drops and because Sakura started to cry as she cover her mouth with her other hand trying to not cry out loud while closing her eyes and slowly drop down to her knees as Haku sees Sakura simply breaking down as Naruto and Sasuke see that Sakura crying like she is and then Sasuke takes his leave while Naruto remain by Sakura's side, then later as team 7 and Haku who's still tied up are staying at Tazuna's home as Tsunami welcomes them/

Tsunami: You've came just in time dinner is ready.

Kakashi: Ah that's very kind of you.

/Everyone gather to the table eat as everyone enjoying there meals but Kakashi and Tsunami notice that Sakura is crying while eating as if she's having a hard time just simply eating sense the emotions weighted heavily on her but none the less Sakura keeps eating even if she's struggling to keep her emotions in check as Sasuke already finished eating and then takes his leave all the while Naruto has no idea how to cheer Sakura up, after dinner Kakashi when to Sakura who sitting on the couch while looking lifeless while Haku who's been next to Sakura remains silent while still tied up, as Kakashi speaks to Sakura/

Kakashi: Sakura if you could, please follow me.

/Sakura while looking lifeless looks at Kakashi and simply nodded, later Kakashi and Sakura when to a near by a lake to talk alone/

Kakashi: Sakura you can't lock yourself away, even that will leave you empty inside and I'm sure you know this.

/Sakura while looking lifeless looks at Kakashi to finally speak/

Sakura: Then tell me, what was it all for..., me simply ending a life of a man that I knew nothing about, am I a horrible person...?

/Then Sakura somehow having life in her eyes once again and looks at Kakashi with guilt in her expression/

Sakura: Please tell me Kakashi, I'd..., I thought I would be stronger then this, that I would be able to handle the blood of a murderer with my own hands, even if I'm going through this I don't regret it but my heart..., I..., I can't...!

Kakashi: Sakura you've done nothing wrong, but you were too young to do something like that, you're still a child Sakura, I'm sure you're mind is far more mature then even I realize, even you're intelligence frightens me, but you're still too young to have such a burden place on your shoulders Sakura, but remember this you've done nothing wrong, you only did what you believed was right.

/Sakura looks at Kakashi and then tears drop from her face as Sakura when to hug Kakashi as he hug Sakura back in return and both Kakashi and Sakura stayed that way for a while as Naruto watched the display while hiding then he leaves, then we see Kakashi and Sakura walking back to Tazuna's house as they talk/