Why Am I Sakura?!

Days That I'm Missing You

/As we start off from chapter 27, we see Sakura by herself in her room during the darkness of the night as she sit up on her bed just reading with the lamp lighting just enough for Sakura to read her book to simply pass the time then Sakura close the book and look outside from her bed through the window seeing the darkness of night as Sakura sigh then she puts away her book she was reading then she turn off her lamp light as she lay on her bed and cover herself with a blanket sense she's already wearing pjs to sleep in as Sakura thinks to herself before she when to sleep/

Sakura: (It's been about 6 months since Naruto send me a letter with that new jutsu I made, I mean what's going on, I know Jiraiya told me to not write back when his training is complete and I haven't had one letter since then, I'm glad that I held out because of my time in Britain but it didn't really made it better all because Artoria passed away...)

/As Sakura recalls the elderly woman Artoria before she passed away in her final moments in life smiling at Sakura as Sakura ended her recall back from her memory of Artoria as Sakura felt a bit more sad now and thinks a bit more/

Sakura: (Artoria..., I wonder if your out there with your family again, perhaps a nice little shooting star could signal me that you'd heard me or something I don't know... but really I'm just... feeling lonely I guess...)

/As Sakura finally fallen asleep, then the next day as Sakura wakes up feeling refresh as this didn't seem normal to Sakura as she gets up energized from her sleep as Sakura thinks to herself/

Sakura: (Normally I don't wake up so energize in the morning, but then again ever since I've mastered sage mode the Light of Pendragon, my body seem to change now I eat more then before and wake up more energize then normal, well I should start the day.)

/As Sakura gets up and gets changed into her usual clothes as Sakura made her way to the living room where the kitchen is near by as Sakura's mother Mebuki smile at Sakura/

Mebuki: Morning Sakura, I see you've woken up early this time.

Sakura: Yeah I feel more energize then before, I guess my time at Britain really did the trick.

Mebuki: Oh I bet, but enough about that, I made breakfast I hope your hungry.

/As Sakura smile then later Sakura ate all of her breakfast but not filled to her stomach like she normally would so Sakura speaks up/

Sakura: Hey mom I'm still a bit hungry could I have some more?

Mebuki: My, I guess you got a bigger appetite then usual.

Sakura: I guess so.

Mebuki: Well that's fine.

/As Mebuki when back to cooking as Sakura thinks to herself as she smile to herself/

Sakura: (Well at least I have my parents, back in my former life my parents weren't around since they've been so busy with work, but as Sakura Haruno I have parents here... at home..., *Sigh* but I still feel that empty feeling inside my heart..., I know it so well since I've lived it in my former life for so, so long, I'd hoped it would go away forever but I guess I hoped a bit too much...)

/As Sakura seem a bit down as Mebuki noticed as she place Sakura's food before her as Mebuki smile a bit softly then she sits next to Sakura to be a caring mother/

Mebuki: What's wrong Sakura you seem so down.

/As Sakura look to Mebuki and then she looks at her food/

Sakura: I... I guess I'm not feeling so well... too be honest I feel lonely it's not that I'm not glad that you or dad are around or anything it's just that...