Drarry : I Cant Stop Loving You.

You're Worthy To Me.

Authors Note: More letters exchanged between Draco and Harry throughout the summer.

Dear Harry,
Today was horrible. My father and mother expect so much of me. They ask me to do these outrageous things for them, I hate it. I want to get away soon, leave for the night to clear my thoughts. So you asked in your previous letter, if I'd always had feelings for you? Well, I've felt many things for you one the years. I felt jealously, hatred, desire .. The list could go on. I think the most I felt jealous of was your friends, how they got to spend everyday with you. I hated you because, I wasn't your friend. I know I wasn't the most pleasant child when we were younger, but that's the only thing I knew was to be mean. Can you imagine growing up in a home being raised by my father who was incompetent to love. The things he would drill into my head, if I fell slightly out of line he would punish me in a way that was far worse than physical abuse. He would talk down to me, treat me like I'm not worthy to be his son, probably why I tried so hard to hate you. He wanted me too.

My mother wasn't any better, though she never abused me, what she did in my eyes was far worse. She stood back like a helpless wife and watched her child be mentally beaten down over the years. What kind of mother does that? Let's their only son feel worthless by their father. Of course she tried to make up for it in other ways. She would smother me with love, try and make up for all the things she let my father get away with, with me. I'm sorry to complain about my parents Harry, I'm sure you would give anything to have yours back.
Enough about me and my pathetic family, what have you been up to Harry? Are you still planning on spending the last two weeks of summer with the Weasley's? Truthfully I wish you could spend them with me.

Yours truly, Draco Malfoy.
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Draco, tears have pooled in my eyes reading your previous letter. I wish I could say something to help you feel better about your parents, but truthfully I don't know what to say. I do know this, you are worthy. No matter what your father says, you matter. It took me years to realize this for myself. My uncle had always made me feel worse than scum. Before I found out I was a wizard, I'd spent nights under the stairs weeping into my pillow. Than I met my friends and went to Hogwarts and my life feels like it has meaning. That's what you need, someone to make you feel worthy.

I wish I could show you that you matter to me, because you do.. More than you'll ever know. My Aunt and Uncle will be gone this weekend, come spend the night with me?

I do plan on spending the last two weeks with Ron and his family, it's what I've been looking forward to all
Summer, well that and now hopefully spending the night with you.

I wish you were here with me.
I'll be waiting for your reply baby.

Harry.
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Harry had shown the following letters to his friends outside near the Whomping Willow tree. They both were finished reading and looked at Harry. Before Ron and Hermione could speak, Harry spoke first.

"This probably is hard for the both of you to comprehend. We've been seeing each other for awhile now, that's where I've been going every night." Harry said while looking down, he felt nervous. "I love him, and he loves me"

"Harry of course this is definitely shocking news for us, but it doesn't change anything. If anything, by these letters I can feel for Draco. I actually feel quite sad for him" Hermione confessed.

"Hermione's right, I still love you Harry. But you have to admit how big of a jerk Draco has been to all of us over the years. It's just going to be hard, to look at him differently." Ron said, he had hoped he didn't sound too rude.

"I understand, I really do. Just know that he's not who he claims to have been all these years. He has a heart, a big one. I've never felt so sure about something in my whole life. " Harry reassured to his friends. A huge weight had been lifted off his back, he didn't have to worry about losing his friends. All he had to worry about was Draco, he made it his mission to get to the bottom of what Draco was hiding from him.