Chapter six: Don't go!

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⚠️TW: Eating disorder⚠️

A week passed by quicker then I thought it would, every night Techno and I would cuddle until we fell asleep and when I woke up I would wake up with breakfast in bed and then Techno would either have to stream or we would go out and do stuff so... the week was overall amazing.

"Hey Y/n.. this sucks to say but I have to go back to California." Techno said looking down.

I looked up at him from looking to the side, "is that why all your stuff is gone..?" I asked tears threatening to fall, I didn't want him to leave. He was the only one who actually talked to me and hung out with me.

"Yeah.. I have to go now if I'm gonna catch my plane.. I'm sorry Y/n." He said looking up at me and leaving without saying another word.

If I knew what would happen I wouldn't have ever let him go..

I cuddled up to my pillow and went back to sleep almost crying myself to sleep.

I woke up again and checked my alarm clock, 1:30 PM is what flashed. Damn I must've slept in really late..

I stretched and got up and out of bed. I walked out of my room and looked around, I felt so.. empty. I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge just to close it again and sit on the couch. I sighed and got back up and went to my room and sat in my gaming chair and looked at the black monitor in front of me.

Why do I feel this way..? I shook the feeling away and powered on the three computers that I used and pulled up everything I need and put on the starting soon screen.

I muted myself to the stream and looked down and breathed shakily. I closed my eyes and reopened them and looked at the computer that had the starting soon screen up.

I unmuted myself and showed my Minecraft screen. "What's up chat!" I said trying to be strong. "How are we all today?" I asked trying to be as energetic as possible. "Today I'm getting on Dino smp and just doing whatever, fixing up creeper holes and stuff so yeaaaa!"

After 2 hours of streaming I ended the live and went to sleep again on an empty stomach.

I woke up the next morning and looked at my alarm clock, 8:26 AM. I sighed and lifted myself out of the laying position and into a sitting. I looked down at my hands and my mind went blank and then I had this one memory.

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"Hey Techno?" I asked looking at him as we sat on a bench in the park.

"Yeah Y/n?" He answered looking at me.

"Your won't leave me right? Like.. you'll warn me a few days in advance so I can prepare myself, right?" I asked a little worried.

"Yeah of course!" He answer smiling. "But you don't have to worry about that, I don't plan on leave anytime soon."

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I covered my mouth and curled into a ball and started to cry, what changed? Was it something I said? Something I did?

My breathing started to become harsher and it slowly became hard for me to breathe so I closed my eyes and tried my best to calm myself down. 'Your okay Y/n, just calm down.' I thought to myself. I slowly started to breathe normally and I wiped my tears away.

I slowly got out of bed and got dressed. Maria and Wesley wanted to go to the arcade and I thought why not.

I grabbed my keys, looked at the kitchen and then looked at my stomach

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I grabbed my keys, looked at the kitchen and then looked at my stomach. I thought for a moment and shook my head and went out to my car and drove to Maria's house.

I pulled up the same time as Wesley, we both went inside and to Maria's room. After Wesley and I rushed Maria we left for the arcade.

Once we were finished with the arcade and food, which I didn't have any, we went back to Maria's house and played Minecraft on her Xbox. We built a house together and set up cool stuff inside.

 We built a house together and set up cool stuff inside

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I decided it was time to leave so I went home and once I got there I fed my pup and went to bed. I seemed to be sleeping more then anything else.. I couldn't understand why.

I woke up the next morning with a headache, I sighed and rolled off my bed and landed on my feet. I looked down to realize I didn't change out of my clothes. I looked at my phone realizing I hadn't checked it all since Techno left...

I picked up the phone and looked and saw notifications from my fans but no messages from Techno... I bit my lip slightly and opened a message I got on Snapchat from Philza.

P: Hey Y/n.. I just thought I'd let you know that Techno is really busy and can't talk a lot so he doesn't really have time to talk anymore.

My eyes went wide, he.. doesn't have.. time for me.. anymore..? I dropped my phone and covered my mouth tears starting to form. I felt my legs start to give out, I fell to the ground tears streaming down my cheeks.

I heard keys rattle outside my front door, Maria was here. I quickly locked my bedroom door and grabbed my shirt slightly at the collar and continued to cry until I didn't have any tears left.

What did I do that he can't even care to tell me he's busy himself?

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