36 : She Knows Me

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I know this sounds cliche, but I should be the one who's comforting her in times like this. It must really be a huge shame that she's the one standing for me. I'm quite afraid that I'm not the kind of Jin Hyung that Hobi, JK and RM expects me to be. 

I'm a little bit confused what I'm really feeling right now — disappointed with myself? But with what? 

Huh ~ I'm clueless...

I just hope that when he figures out what's my real identity — she won't get shock and disappointed with me. Because honestly — she's literally all I have now. 

Of course — the boys as well. 

Escaping through all my senses, we stood up on the street and wait for the taxi. Although I feel tensed, I feel like there's nothing to be afraid of. I believe I'm with the right person who won't judge me at all.  I met her parents once, through video call and a lot more stuff. So, I guess they somehow know who I am. 

— thus, other than that, I'm quite nervous when they find out I'm a real Idol. 

Usually, parents don't allow their kids to date Idols like me due to a lot of circumstances and possibilities. Take money and finances as the number example. It's kind of  a bit frightening at some point because people would only say they loved you because of your money — heh that's part of the industry. But in my case? Really, I just don't care if people would even think that. 

After all, yourself is the only one whom you should trust. 

No ifs, no buts. 

Finally, after all these thoughts, we found a Taxi to where we head on Jin Hye's house — where her parents are.

"Is it far from here?"

"Oh, Anieyo. It's just a 30 min drive since we're taking a cab" She smiled

What does she mean by a 30 min drive? Was it supposed to be long? 

Well ~ Not minding those shallow thoughts of mine, I tried to touch my pocket pants and look for some money, so I'll be able to pay the Taxi. Jin Hye noticed that I was frantic about searching for some money around as she says "You forget your bag on the store, I'll just pay for this one and you better pay me soon! Okay!" She firmly jested. 

Right after that, I saluted her directly as we laugh together. Not minding any situation that I've been through with the boys, I felt deeply comforted just seeing her by myside. I don't know? Is this part of being on a cloud nine? Well, I guess. 

Mind you, it's just around two in the afternoon and yet, it felt like a lot of things happened. Things which are truly unfortunate and we cannot control. But, in cases like this, I don't really worry being in this kind of situation — because deep inside me, I'm fighting with the right person. I hope everything gets well sooner — I know this will happen as long as she stays by my side. 

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As soon as we arrived from her home, I was shock as it was a bit huge as compared to her "rest house" near the beach. 

"Daebak" I uttered to myself as we jump out of the cab

"What?"

"Your house — is fairly simple yet looks stylish and modern"

From there, she murmurs something, which I can't totally hear because she speaks very softly "What? What did you say?" I jumped in to her as I tickle her side. 

"What!? No!" She commanded "We're outside our house okay, please be formal!" 

"Mianhae" I chuckled.

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