You Are Different

Ch 9 Third's Version

That night, was an unforgettable one, both in a bad note and  in a good note. When Khai and Third were about to enter their shared dorm. Third was unlocking the he felt Khai's weight on him. His heart started to beat. He could see that Khai had sobered up, but to calm his head, he was convincing that both of them were drunk . Khai whispers in his ear his insecurities were on rise, " You still love me?" . "Yes Khai" "Who's the guy, you smiled for" "No one " "Do you love me" "Yes Khai" It was getting annoying for Third. But what Khai next said made his heart burn with passion, " Prove it to me"." How should tear my heart for you" Third says with a hint of sarcasm. "No. I know another way. "
Khai started to kiss him his neck, biting, and licking the teeth marks. He started to take in Third's scent. Third's knees was getting weak . Khai could feel that by how Third slides his hand on his neck. Khai picks Third into his arm, Third's legs on wrapped on hi waist, his hand snaked into his hair. Khai starts to sucks Third's lips. He felt heavenly. Having Third was different from other girls. He pushed him into their room even before reaching the bed, they leaned on the dining table. Between the pant and moans that were muffled by kisses. Swallowing each others moans. Every touch was sending  rush of adrenaline. The night ended with both sleeping feeling exhausted by their activities on the table. Third woke up in the middle of the night, he cleaned the mess they caused and himself. He cleaned Khai who was also dirty. He put down a pillow under Khai's head and pulled their blanket out and spread it upon Khai. He knew Khai would regret it he knew it. He began to cry his muffled cry was not enough to wake the peacefully sleeping man. Unknown to him that his loved one was in pain and he himself was the cause. The morning, came early for Khai but late for Third who spend the night crying. As Khai started to change his heart was beating fast he could still feel Third in his arms his legs on his waist but was scared that people would judge him for loving a man. Third was coming near him, it was unable to detect that he was crying as the afterglow after sex was visible his features were so pretty  and his faced was literally glowing with the sun falling on him. Khai started to feel fluttering disgusted by himself he took his anger  on Third the nearest and weakest of victims " You better keep your mouths shut seducing and sleeping with a drunk boy. Peh" Third started to cry he did expect that he was feeling nauseous. He ran to the bathroom and vomited in the toilet seat. He felted disgusted by himself for sleeping with a drunk friend that a good one. Blaming himself. Falling into a pit with no end. A pit called depression. This was not first time felt bad to like boys when he started falling his straight best friend he knew it won't end well. But still he confessed and reminded how his behavior would hurt the other person but still never got an answer. He hated fate who would give him hope only push him into rejection. Khai opened the door and left their house. Third was left alone. He opened his phone  , he saw text from the guy from the bar there were two pic two t shirts of different colors, red and black. Third smiled and answered black hoping he was not to late. He also sent to pictures of two of his clothes and asked him to choose one for him. One was a blue another was brown one which Khai bought for him he still remember what Khai told while choosing it for him Where this and look a little manly.
He gets a reply" You look cute in anything my friend. But the blue one suit you"
When he reaches the school all his friends were eating. He picked up breakfast for him and went to his table. He was loosing his appetite. His friends were joking he could only give them a fake smile. Suddenly  his phone rings, he could not control but give out a smile. It was the bar guy. They start their conversation:
(Third in bold Kao in underline)
You better tell me your name.
Why what did you same my name as?
Bar guy. What about you?
Bar boy
You make me look like bartender.
Looking down on our bartender are we?
Why did you call?
Well I have a problem.
You have other friends why call me?
It easier to talk to stranger.
Right
Well I used to swim, pretty good, my old team wants me to swim for them, I got  month to decide. I want your help, help me decide.
What's the problem?
My ex is in the team and he broke up with me and I still love him.
Well try looking handsome and look like you are doing better.
I don't think I can do it. I am scared
Are you crying
* Sob *
Shoo shoo don't cry. I had sex with guy I have an crush on him for three years. He says to forget that night and blames for  having  sex with him.
That son of bitch, how dare he. I hope I never meet I would beat the shit out of him. Wait why did you tell me this.
I don't know were crying.
I was not crying.
But you sniffed
I was about to sneeze but sniffled it.
Oh I thought you were crying so  I thought I should tell you my secret too. Shit.
Hahahaha. You are so innocent don't do this with other.
How are different?
Hey I told you my secret.
So what? Joking. What's your name but the way?
Kao
Third