Taming my Darling CAPÍTULO TREINTA Y NUEVE.
Chapter 39: Lefting her a gift
J E N N I E
3 years ago...
It's been a years since i flew to France. Sa hinahaba ng panahon, eto parin ako humihinga at masiglang masigla na nabubuhay.
"Momma, i want this." Napatingin naman kaagad ako sa anak ko na bumalik patakbo sa kinatatayuan ko habang itinuturo ang dala niyang laruan.
"Okay honey, momma's will buy you that but first, where's your kuya?." I asked her because she's not with her brother.
She just shrugged her two shoulders and doing a puppy eyes, begging me to buy her a toy that she held.
"Tell me honey, where is your brother?." Mahinahon pero may diin kong tanong. Alam ko na kasi 'tong bata nato, pag may gusto ay yun lang ang gustong masunod pero di ko kailangan kunsintihin ito dahil baka lumaki pang spoiled. Mahirap na.
"Okay momma, i will tell you the truth but pretty pwease? buy me this not only one?." Napailing nalang talaga ako sa kakulitan ng batang ito.
"Momma will promise that so tell me where's your brother honey?." Tanong ko.
Tumakbo lakad kami at sinusulyapan kung ano ang madaanan dito sa loob ng Toy R us. Suddenly, i saw my little ones sitting next to a woman the same age as my son. Mabilis ko itong pinuntahan at hinarap.
"Oh god Cayden!. You worried me so much, i thought i lost you." I answered worriedly and hugged him tightly.
"Momma. No need to worry, i'm a big boy already and i can handle myself." He said irritably. Kahit kailan talaga, napakamainitin ng ulo ng anak ko nato. Ang bilis mabwisit.
I laughed. "Kahit na anak, wala ka pa sa tamang edad para umalis mag isa o humiwalay kay momma. Promise me, you'll never do that again?." Pangangaral ko sakanya kaya kahit naiinis ay tumango nalang ito at yumakap saakin. Kahit na bugnutin ang batang ito ay may side niya rin naman na may medyo pagkalambingin.
Bigla naman akong napaharap sa katabi niyang bata. Maganda itong bata at maputi, napaka cute naman. Sabi ko sa isip ko.
"By the way, who is this very cute child?." Tanong ko sa anak kong lalaki.
"She's my classmate momma, i just saw her and her mom here but when she saw me, she shout my name. They even fed me a delicious ice cream." Pagpapaliwanag nito. I nodded my head and give a widely smile from this little girl in front of us.
"Hi baby? can i borrow my baby boy?." Tanong ko sa bata at tumango naman ito bago nagkaripas ng takbo papunta sa mommy niya.
"Let's go honey." Umalis kami ng ligtas sa mall na iyon. At tungkol sa laruan ng anak kong babae na si Caliah, hindi talaga nagpatalo kaya wala akong nagawa kundi ang bilhan siya ng tatlo na ninanais niya.
I am happy now living with my children, yes my children because i gave birth not only one but twins. They are female and male twins, Cayden Craige Kim is my eldest child and the youngest is my daughter Caliah Jenne Kim. I should have named them Maliciah and Gray first, but suddenly my brain changed so Caliah is short for Maliciah and i just added the second name Jenne which i took from my name.
My son's name became Cayden instead of Gray and i just added the second name Craige which i just got in their father's favorite name. I used their father's surname in their last name, even though we're not married, my children still use that.
I don't know but time and years is so fast because they upcoming birthday was coming up again. And by that year they will be 5 years old, time is really fast for me. They are slowly growing up but they never know and see a father who will take care of them until they grow up.
Kahit ako nasasaktan dahil hindi ko sila nabigyan ng maganda at perpektong pamilya, paano pa kaya sila kung malaman nilang iniwan at inabandona lamang kami ng kanilang sariling ama para sa ibang babae. But what else can i do if he doesn't really love me and i already accepted that we're not destined for each other.
It's okay for me to not to be okay than my children who even did not see anything in that past. And past is past so it's better to forget all of that because every time i remembered him , i'm even more unable to recover. Aaminin ko, i'm not still recovered from what happen and it's hard for me to move on.
He left me a scars. A huge scars from my heart, pero sa tuwing maiisip ko ang mga anak ko ay unti unti itong naglalaho.
I'm also thankful to him, for lefting me a gift. A gift that i never regretted. Thanks to him because he lefting me a two angel who always makes me smile, feeling me happy again.
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xoxo
04/10/21
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