Hope | Vmin

Chapter 5

‟he's battling things his smile will never tell you about„

Jimin is currently running on the empty road tears  streaming down his now red face from crying so hard. he's broken his family was the only reason why he was still alive but now nothing is holding him from ending him and the suffering he's going through

Jimin's POV

She was right all of this time she was right they all hate me they would be very happy if I was never born jungkook will not feel ashamed of me nor will mom and nor others I thought it was my new beginning but it's my end that's why I was having this weird feeling since yesterday maybe my time has come to end

I opened the door of our new house with the spare key I have there was no one at home mom was probably at her work I run into my room throwing my bag on the floor I went through my stuff searching for the specific box that had been hiding my life's biggest secret "where is it? Where is it?, now speak you bitch speak" I shout my legs couldn't have more power to hold me I get on my knees crying and then I saw it on the floor hiding in my clothes I pick it up from the floor and put out the cure I know a place where no one can find me when I will disappear for good.

END OF JIMIN'S POV

Jimin is currently standing in front of what the people are afraid of. he tried to open it but it was locked and then he remembered her mother has the keys to every room he came back with the keys in his hand trying every key with his shaking hands and he tried the last key. He read what was written over it "KTH" and it opens with it, he pushed the door to open it but it was jam because it's been closed for a century, he pushed again with all force in his body and it opens this time. it was the door that's going to change his life forever. the actual door to the new beginning he's been dying for

It was so dark only the light from the door coming and jimin's sobbing echoed in the whole room he looked around. it was too familiar to him but he's not in the state to remember anything it was all foggy in his brain. he closed the door and the dark takes over the room that it's hard to even see anything if he had come here before he would probably be dead from the fear. but he couldn't care less he's going to end his life any way he searched for the washroom he opened it. it opens easily like someone opens the door every day as if it had been in use, but it wasn't right? the room was closed 

He came closer to the bathtub and open the tap to fill it, it's was covered in dirt but surprisingly there were no spiders any other insects like it was cursed from the living things, when it was filled with the water he gets in the tub remembering all the bad things happened to him and about what jungkook said earlier and all the things the voice in his head said but she was silent right now like she's dead already it's the end of his suffering it's the end of all the pain he's gone through it's his end.

He takes out the blade from his pocket and all the memories came rushing through his head like a movie all the happy moments he spends with his mother, jungkook and jisoo they were always there for him they were all together but they don't know behind this smiley happy jimin there was a broken boy who's shouting for help but no one can hear him he was crying beneath all these laughters he's screaming  in pain behind all these giggles "I'm sorry mom I'm sorry jungkook I couldn't handle this anymore you'll be happy without me"

And when he was about to cut his wrist he felt someone hugging him from behind and hold his hand stopping him from killing himself he froze in his place he could feel the other's warmth in the chilling water it was so comforting he puts jimin's hands-on jimin's chest and hug him tight like he's comforting him and a sob slips out of jimin's mouth and then he heard the voice of the person behind him "it's O-okay y-you are fine" his voice was deep and husky raw like he hadn't spoken a word for years whoever it was but for Jimin, he felt like home