Hope | Vmin

Chapter 8

Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway 

Jimin is currently reading the diary of Prince's lover that he and jungkook found from that room and he can tell whoever wrote it was a really good writer or the person he was writing about made him,

Jimin's POV

"This morning I saw him with the other girl. he looked at her like all women want to be looked at by a man, if he would ever look at me like that but I know he would never pick a daisy in a field of roses? Sometimes I think can he feel me when I think of him? I don't know when and how, but somehow he walked into my heart like always belonged there took down my walls, and lit my soul on fire I'm trying to not love him but every time I look at him I fall even harder.

_Maeve

Pfff I'm almost at the end but she's only talking about how beautiful, good looking and flirty and devilish he was nothing more how can someone like someone this much I mean yeah he's handsome but he was a dick too he flirted with every woman he ever met why was he so desperate if he gets a chance he'll flirts with the walls duh

"It was dark I hated working at night but I didn't know this night is gonna change my life, yesterday night something happened to me that I dreamed of for so long but it wasn't how I wanted it to be...

He comes from behind. he grabbed me by my waist and pulls me closer it was dark but I can still see him in the moonlight the sky was full of stars and he was staring at me "do you like me?" He asks I can see the devilish grin in his eyes he's voice was as deep as the ocean and his breath smell like fruits he's drunk

 "no" I reply, stopping my real feelings from creeping up my throat and satisfying his cruel curiosity, "I can't see how you look at me I can feel every eye on me and how they're looking at me and what they want from me," he said with the chuckle and the next thing I remember his soft lips on mine, his kiss lit up the world like some forgotten galaxy lost inside my heart I don't know how long it lasted maybe a minute or hour I just know how terribly good it felt and then he just left without saying anything or even looking at me at this moment I knew he's a poison that I'm dying to drink"

_Maeve

What the fuck he didn't even ask for her consent and she's liking it if I was her I would've reported him right away but nonetheless, he was the prince who'll punish him? now I'm getting cringe at this I don't want to read how they fuck that would be so gross,

I turn the diary page to read further but it was empty she didn't write any further. shit now how I'm gonna know what happened next. I went through all the diaries and pages, letters I found from there but weren't of any use.

I throw the diary on my side table and try to sleep "but what will happen next?" "Did they started dating?" "What happened to Maeve?" I can't even sleep all these questions and are going through my head I need answers and there's only one person who can answer my questions,

End of jimin's pov

After checking Jungkook and his mother jimin went to that room again with the hope of getting answers to his questions that won't let him sleep he opened the door but it was empty he quickly looked in the washroom there he found the Prince sitting on the floor staring at the empty wall of his washroom Jimin lets out a sigh of relief he walks towards the Prince and sits beside him

"I thought you disappeared," said looking at the empty wall thinking what is so interesting in this wall the prince chuckles in sarcasm "I wish I could," jimin thinks for a moment and said "tell me about you" the prince finally looked at him "there's nothing good to know about me" "Then tell me the bad"  jimin said with the assuring tone that he's not here to judge him,

"I was a dick arrogant son of a bitch" the prince said with a blank face "well tell me something I don't already know" the prince rolled his and smile for the first time and did jimin felt something in his stomach,

"Your smile...is pretty" jimin got shocked with the words that slipped out of his mouth "umm...I mean just tell me more about you so I can help you with all your leaving this hell thing" the prince sighs

"Thanks... And I was an only child of the king and I was spoiled with all the money and luxuries and I was overly proud of myself for being a prince and my face, my smartness, and everything I had....i-i had everything, yeah but I still felt empty and feel it with all the beauty I see"

There's a hint of sadness in the prince's tone while he was telling all his story jimin could feel it he looked right into the eyes of the prince and jimin can see it clearly in his eyes that he's lying or not telling the whole truth

"Hide your eyes while lying Prince, I can see your heart through them," jimin said still looking in the eyes of the prince gulps and looked away

"T-taeyung Kim Taehyung my name was kim Taehyung......."  Taehyung said as he looked down collecting the courage, to tell the truth untold, and with that jimin intertwined their hands taehyung looked at him jimin nods his head smiling. it was enough for taehyung to melt at the sight

He looks at jimin and the flashbacks started through his head all the cruel things that happened to him or how he became a sinner from Saint

Flashback

It was raining and everyone had tears in their eyes because they lost the beloved queen and the small child that was still holding his lifeless mother's hand won't let it go and he was trying all he can to wake his mother up but she didn't listen to him the mother who he had to call in small voice will come but now he was screaming his heart out but she isn't coming back,

"Prince Taehyung behave, she's dead and she isn't coming back you're a Prince you can't be so weak," the king said to the little prince he quickly let go of his mother's hand and started bitting his lips trying to hide his hiccups from the king they took his mother and left him behind little did he wished it was him instead,

 the king started walking closer to the prince he looked behind him but this time there was no one to hide behind from the cruel king which he feared the most because the one his life depended on was now gone

King slapped the little prince with all the force that makes the prince fall back he's still stopping himself from breaking into tears in front of his father "how dare you to show this weak and pathetic side of yours in front of everyone you're a prince, not some ordinary 8-year old kid crying over his mother's death" he came closer and pulled the shaking prince in fear from his hair and said "if I ever saw you crying or showing any weakness of yours to anyone I will kill you like your mother" he the prince on the floor and left

He was trying all his best not to cry but all the pain in his heart and his body wasn't letting him stop he was looking at the door in the hope that anytime his mother walked through that door but she didn't. it was all alone in the darkroom and the darkness is the second thing he fears the most 

And that time the small prince decided to be more powerful and cruel than his father so no one will hurt him. so everyone could fear him even more than they did to his father so one day he would kill his father like his father killed his mother. he cried to himself  that night knowing it will be the last time he'll cry,

And that's what he became, the most fearful prince. he got everything he wanted but still there was an emptiness in his heart that nothing could fill. he tries to fill the hole in his heart with all the women he slept with like the child who wasn't embraced by the village so he burned down the whole village to feel its warmth.