Hope | Vmin

Chapter 9

                So, baby, hold on to my heart,
        Need you to keep me from falling apart
   I'll always hold on 'Cause you make me strong

Taehyung chuckled looking down trying to hide the fact that he was feeling embarrassed, he never knew he'd tell something so close to his heart to someone he's only known for such a little time,

He looks at jimin expecting him to hate him or judge him but instead he was crying "j-jimin?" Taehyung called, Jimin looks at him and then hugged him wrapping his hands around taehyung's neck and hidding his face in the crock of taehyung's neck crying,

Taehyung froze in his place he don't know what to do so he just let his body do what it wants and he knew his body was craving this for so long, a warm hug. he hugged him back slowly raising his both hands wrapping them around the other

"How could he do that to a kid you were just eight and you lost your mother" jimin said in between sobs and taehyung tightened the hug remembering that horrible momment of his life and not ready to let go of this moment

They hug for a while. Soon enough jimin breaks the hug and he looks at taehyung and says "I'm sorry that happened to you but its okay now he's gone you're safe taehyung" taehyung just wished someone would've said that to him when he was alive so all that would've never happened

Taehyung didn't say anything and looks the other way gulping still feeling the regret of what he did in his past life only if he had a chance to say sorry to all the people he hurt "you know you don't need to apologize for how you choose to survive you did that to survive that cruel world" jimin said taehyung looks at jimin "how do you always know what i want to hear or want"

"maybe because I'm your soulmate" jimin said laughing a bit making the atmosphere lighter "yeah who was born after a century or so" taehyung scoffed "or maybe cause i know how it's like to be sad, i know how it feels to be dead" jimin said standing up dusting his clothes "you're leaving?" taehyung asked not wanting to be left alone again "no my ass hurts sitting on this hard floor" jimin said walks out of the washroom sitting on the bed taehyung followed him behind

"So what did you like to do when you were alive?" "I liked to draw" taehyung said turning and facing jimin "i thought your favourite thing was posing for the portrait" "and that too" taehyung said smiling a little "why would i waste my beauty, people should know how handsome the people back then were" " i can't with you, you're so full of yourself" jimin lied down on the bed straight facing the ceiling

"Okay i was kidding tell me what do you like to do?" Taehyung asked poking Jimin's arm sitting beside him on the bed " i like to dance, reading, writing, singing and photography you probably didn't know that one but these days you have something you can have a portrait like things with one click only. i love all these things even tho I'm bad at all of them, i read all the books-"  he continued on with the things he enjoyed doing

Taehyung stares at him thinking how he's the same boy who was ending his life few days ago but now he looks like he doesn't have any worry in his life. they talked a lot before too but he never talks about why he wanted to die.

he's very good at hidding all his worries and sadness behind that smile. but taehyung knows what he wants to do before leaving this hell and disappearing forever. He had a wish he wanted to  complete... It was to make this smile genuine and true

"What are you thinking? Are you even listening?" Jimin asked taehyung "nothing, i think its beautiful the way your eyes sparkle when you talk about the things you like" Teahyung said looking into jimin's eyes. jimin awkwardly laughs and turned around in an attempt to sleep,