Hope | Vmin

Chapter 16

How many nights does it takes to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart

He opened his house door and ran upstairs he opened his room's door. he looked around but no one was there and his heart sank it can't be.....

"Taehyung!!" jimin shouted and the prince walked out of the washroom jimin run to him and hugged him, "I thought you disappeared," jimin said in sobs taehyung hugged him back "I'm here" jimin broke the hug wiping his eyes he looked at taehyung taking a deep breath he will do it he had to say it before it's too late.

"I don't wanna wake up one day and regretting why I didn't tell you. I need to do this for myself, I didn't wanna fall in love with someone and then I met you slowly but all at once my whole world started to change, because of you I can feel myself becoming the me I always dreamed of being. you completed me, In your arms, I felt so safe and when I'm not with you the only thing I think about is you, it's not just because you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen but because of how beautiful you make me feel, I love you Kim Taehyung." Jimin said all at once looking into taehyung's eyes and it felt so right taking it out of his chest

"You can't...you can't love me I will destroy you as I did to everyone who loved me I told you, don't fall for me" taehyung backed away and went to the washroom and locked the door jimin walked to the washroom he stands there he rests his palm on the door "taehyung" he whispered "go away leave me alone and this room and never come back" taehyung shouted from the other side

"I just wanted you to know that I will never leave you no matter how far you push me away I will stay with you I know you're lost and damaged but you're not hopeless taehyung. I know who you are and I love who you are and I will stay" jimin said in sobs falling on the floor

"And I know you will never love me back and I'm not asking you to love me... I only wanted you to know how I really feel about you"

With that he left the room wiping his tears he sits on the rooftop crying. his heart hurts he never felt this way before and when he did it's so hard to love someone who's dead and will never be his.
He sits there for hours crying he watched the sunset and he stands up to leave.

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"I told you not to come back" taehyung was laying on the bed jimin didn't reply he took his clothes and went to the washroom he looked around the washroom it was the same place he almost killed himself its the same place where taehyung killed himself it's the same place he met the older and fell in love with him,

"How much are you going to cry aren't you tired" taehyung talked to him in his mind "shut up and acting arrogant won't make me stop loving you" jimin shouted taehyung sighed he doesn't know what to do how to make the younger to stop loving him. he will hurt himself more than he already is. "then tell me how I can change your mind," he asked Jimin in his mind "people love with their heart not mind idiot, and where did you put the shampoo?" jimin said crying and searching for the shampoo in the cupboard

Taehyung chuckles "it's right in front of you on the second shelf" "shut up" he sobbed again and taehyung smiled after few minutes Jimin came out of the washroom with a towel drying his hair his nose and eyes were red his face was puffy from crying and the strawberry scent of his body wash filled the room taehyung stared at him for long before looking away

The smaller walked to the bed sitting on it taehyung took the towel from his hand drying jimin's hair by himself. jimin snatched the towel from his hand "and this is not helping at all" he said punching the pillow beside him. he came closer to taehyung caging him in between the headboard he slammed his hand beside taehyung's face on the headboard "stop it don't act like that" he backed away and taehyung smiled at his cuteness "and don't smile like that too" he shouted before laying on the bed,