The Mafia Leader💕~Mattia polibio

Chapter 20

Mattia's POV
6 years later
It's been about 6 years since I last went to see y/n and I kinda miss her but I am bad for her we are bad for each other. She deserves way better but I have been using girls to distract myself from her and I've convinced myself that I don't love her. But deep down inside I know I do. But this girl is supposed to be coming over today and all I want is to fuck her to get y/n off my mind because that all I can do to get her ooff my mind is either kills someone of fuck some girl so that me what imma gonna do.
*ding dong*
Ale: "MATTIA SOMEONE IS AT THE DOOR FOR U."
So I head down stairs and I see it's that girl and we go on up to my room and she see's pictures of y/n on my dresser and to be honest I forgot it was even there.
Girl: "who's that?"
Mattia: "oh her she is my ex I forgot to throw that thing away I honestly forgot it was even there."
Girl: "oh"
The she starts walking toward me and leans in and starts kissing me and I kiss her back. She takes her clothes off and I take mine off and she pushes me back on the bed and gets on top of me and she steadily sets herself on me. When she is done adjusting she starts going fast and starts moaning but to me it doesn't really feel good nothing has really felt good lately the only person that can actually make me feel good is y/n. Then see my door come flying open and see that it's y/n shit I forgot that she got out today.
Girl: "what the fuck who are u."
And she grabs the blankets and covers herself up and I look over at y/n and her eyes are glowing a dark red.
Y/n: "I'm his girlfriend... well maybe ex girlfriend to be exact."
And she gets up to leave and Y/n grabs her and pinning her against the wall whispering in her ear.
Y/n: "I don't know who the fuck u thing u are coming in my home fucking my boyfriend but on everything I love ur gonna regret it!"
And She looks over to me still staring at at her.
Y/n: "what the fuck are u looking at u dick."
And She turns her attention back to the girl.
Y/n: "awww u poor thing their is no need to cry or to be scared because ur gonna die soon."
And before y/n could do anything I put some shorts on really quick and go up behind her and grab her by her waist holding her tightly making sure she can't get out of my grip.
Mattia: "go before she kills u! NOW!"
And she runs out the door
Y/n: "what the fuck Mattia get the fuck off of me" And she gets out my grip
Mattia: "what the fuck!"
I think she just broke my finger but I just pop it back into place and head down starts and see y/n on top of the girl y/n says a few things that I can't quite make out and she picks her up by her hair and ties her to a chair.
Y/n: "oh sweet don't cry."
Then she goes to the draw and pull out a knife the and goes come back over to her grabs her by her chin making her look up at her. And flinching and she puts the knife to her face.
Y/n:*whispers in ear* "why cry now when u were crying while u where fucking my boyfriend."
Girl: "I'm s-sry I didn't know he was ur boyfriend please just let me go."
And I signal for ale, kai and Lauren to come over her and when they get their we all start walking toward y/n slowly.
Y/n: "back the fuck up don't even come near me.."
But we don't listen
Y/n: "take one more step and she's dead."
But the we keep walking towards her so she plunged the knife into the girl and she lets out a high pitched scream.
Y/n: "now u know how it's feels to be hurt."
And she takes the knife out of her letting her bleed to death and then she turns around and looks at us.
Y/n: *looking at mattia* "hurts to get hurt huh hurts to get made promises and then they get broken. Told that ur loved by someone then they turn around and lie. *looking at Lauren, Kai, Ale* Hurts to think that some cares about u and is ur friend when really they are just fake.!"
Mattia: "y/n please no-"
But she cuts me off before i could finish
Y/n: "SHUT THE FUCK UP I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR UR VOICE I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANY OF UR VOICES."
She turns her attention back to the girl who is now dead She picks up her body and heads to the back yard. I see her throw the girls dead body into the burn pit and set it on fire as she stand there and watches her burn.
Ale: "bro what's wrong with her eyes."
Mattia: "I don't know I have never seen this side of her."
So I walk outside and stand next to y/n and I grab the knife out of her hand causing her to jump. She turns and looks at me and the red in her eyes slowly fad away then I see her eyes flash blue the they are back to normal. And she just looks at me staring at me straight into my eyes and says
Y/n: "why..... why Mattia why did u lie to me.?"
I didn't know what to say I did lie to her and promised her that I would get her out but I'd didn't.
Mattia: "I-... I don't know." And I pull her in for a hug stroking her hair. Then she starts crying and I feel so bad because I hurt her and I really didn't want to. The she looks at me with red puffy eyes
Y/n: "I'm sry Mattia I can't do this anymore.... it-it's over."
And she walks away into the house leaving out there not knowing what to do I feel hurt because the one girl I actually love I can have because I know we are not good for each other and this is the way it has to be. So I go inside and they all just stare at me.
Mattia: "where is she?"
Lauren: "in ur room."
And I walk up there and I hear things getting broke and being slammed around. I swing open the door to see y/n breaking all of the pictures and things we have together.
Mattia: "y/n stop!"
And I go up to her and grab her and try to hug her but she pushes me back.
Y/n: " not why should I huh! Why should I Mattia u broke me u lied to me u cheated on me I let myself believe that u actually cared for me that u loved me. You should have just killed me the day u had the chance."
She walks away and starts packing all of her stuff and I have nothing else to say to her because it is better off this way she is better with out me.
Then right before she is about to walk out the door she turns around and looks at me and sets her things on the floor and starts walking toward me. Then she kisses me and I kiss her back for what felt like 10 minutes.
Y/n: "I love u Mattia and u will always have a place in my heart but I don't think we are meant for each other we are better off with out each other."
Then before I could say anything she walks out the door shutting it behind her. And I break down and start crying because know that I just lost the only person I am ever going to love but it is for the best and we both know it.