Written by: Smilingasssassin
Art by: @Kuyuse on Instagram & TikTok~In Your Loft~
After asking everyone to leave so you could have some much needed time for yourself, you saw them each to the door and said your brief goodbyes. Chrollo hung around for a second after the others left and caught your hand in his.
"I'm sorry that the first time I told you I love you happened that way. I would've preferred telling you over a nice dinner, then taking my time to make your body understand as well, however, I felt it needed to be said at that moment."
"Thank you, Chrollo. I know you felt pressured by the situation and that you would've done something... more grand" you reassured him.
He placed a gentle kiss on your cheek then left you to your devices. You sighed as you roamed your empty loft. The pain and soreness finally settled in your muscles and you felt your body beginning to shut down. Quickly, you made your way to bed and fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.
~The Next Morning~
You woke up to the warmth of sunlight on your eyelids, slowly coaxing you out of your slumber. Looking around your empty apartment, for the first time waking up alone, you felt a fresh sense of independence.
The next couple of days you lived your life in the normalest of ways, getting groceries, making yourself dinner, relaxing with baths and other self care routines. You took this time to ponder your future.
Should you choose Hisoka? But maybe he's a bit too, chaotic... Illumi on the other hand is a very safe choice; you have great chemistry and there's strong love there. However, this whole time your mind has favored Chrollo in these debates.
Being with Chrollo was fun and exciting. He gets you like no one else really does. You both came from dark backgrounds and rose above them to become strong. He always made you feel special when you were together and he openly accepted you into the Phantom Troupe, which has become a huge part of your life.
"Well, I think I have my decision then" you thought to yourself.
~Next Day~
You spent almost the entire day trying to let Illumi and Hisoka down easy. Illumi became very emotional but after a long talk full of tears (and a bit of murderous aura) you convinced him to let it go. Hisoka on the other hand was not as easily accepting.
He did not understand your choice and tried to persuade you into choosing him instead. He pleaded with you, hugging your body and eventually snapping, leaking his dangerous nen. Finally, you had to subdue him by telling him to "get over" you...
After the long day you were having, you headed to Chrollo's secluded island home with the sunset behind you. You meekly knocked on the door and were greeted by Chrollo's handsome figure standing in the doorframe.
"Y/N. What are you doing here?"
"I- um. Can I come in?" You asked, avoiding eye contact.
"Of course" he answered, ushering you inside.
You sat on the couch and watched as Chrollo crossed the room, over to the bar and began preparing your favorite drink."Hm... I don't recall ever telling him I liked that cocktail..." you thought to yourself.
"Here" he said, handing you the refreshment and taking a seat across from you.
"I talked to Illumi and Hisoka this morning. I told them that it's you. It's you, Chrollo. I can't get you out of my mind."
"Y/N, are you serious?" He asked, tensing up.
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Assassin's Love Square
FanficIllumi, your childhood friend, regretfully sets you up with a job working with the Phantom Troupe. Unfortunately for him, you gain the attention of Chrollo and Hisoka. Which man will you choose? Your childhood bestfriend, the sexy magician, or your...