LOVE IS A BULLY (larry Stylinson)

Chapter-9-read all about it(sad)

-----(Must listen to video on side while reading)-----

You've got the words to change a nation
But you're biting your tongue

I need to,my heart aches for louis but my words will hurt him

You've spent a life time stuck in silence
Afraid you'll say something wrong

My existence is wrong I need to stay quiet for louis

He hates me

I hate me too

"Harry" Liam whispered,grabbing my arm harshly,eyes wide and hurt

I shook him off

If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song

No-one needs to learn my hurt and pain,I don't need to bother my useless self with other people

I don't derseve to do that

Am not selfish

"Liam,the fag understands leave it" louis said softly then giving me a cold look that made my heart drop

So come on, come on
Come on, come on

"He's,right" I replied

You've got a heart as loud as lions
So why let your voice be tamed?

"No he's not!" Zayn yelled pushing louis from front of me

Maybe we're a little different
There's no need to be ashamed

"Am too different and disgusting am a fag and ugly as shit" i retorted,a tear slipping from my eyes

You've got the light to fight the shadows

I Can't fight against it anymore

So stop hiding it away

Not anymore

Come on, come on

"Harry, gay is alright your not ugly!" Niall replied eyes wide and shocked too.

Lies

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream 'til the words dry out

But not a squeak will come out of my voice.

I looked louis in the eyes lovingly while he gave me a dirty look.

So put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid

I am afraid.

"Guys....louis.." I hesitated

They can read all about it
Read all about it, oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

"I deserve the pain,I deserve all of it Lou don't i?" I croaked,his eyes widened but then narrowed his lips in a smirk

At night we're waking up the neighbours

No more good times,no more lou and haz

He chuckled the boys glaring at him but they awaited Louis's response

While we sing away the blues
Making sure that we're remembered, yeah

"Firstly don't call me lou fag..." He started